I feel I am a mostly good guy with a few rough edges. My philosophy in life is to take care of those closest to you. I have been single for a long time, I am used to it, but I am also bored of it. I don't really want to spend the rest of my days lonely, just existing. Is this how you feel? Do you want, no need someone whom you can share your whole world with? A person you can rely on? A person to help take the burden off, if only temporarily, so you can breathe, so you can relax and enjoy the world free from care or worry? Isn't that what it is? Everything in this world is just easier and better with a partner. That's why they build roller coaster cars with two seats.