I may not be the prettiest or the smartest. I may have done some silly and outragous things in my past. I may have failed at something or not stood up when I should have. I have crossed the line at one point and got mad at nothing at all. I have felt guilty and ashamed. I have felt invisible in the world with everyone around. I was taught some of life's most hard lessons and I am still learning. I felt confused at the simplest situation. I learned nothing in life is free and you need to free life so you can live it. I have been saddened at times worst tragedies: death, disaster, loss, change, etc. My life experience is that I am learning to become more of myself rather than comparing myself with other people. Other people expect me to be like them, but I don't want to be like them, I just want to be more of myself and to accept myself for who I am. I thought i knew everything and then i realized theres a lot to be learned. One thing I do know, if you fall 9 times, stand up 10 times. Past failures should not dictate who you are today. Failures may be so hurtful and disappointing, knowing you did your best in everything. But it doesn't mean life must end there. Stand up and live. Keep the Spirit and confidence. Be strong and Keep your faith by making the best out of it. For everything happens for a reason, a reason to teach you and correct you and a reason to bring the strength in you.As people we tend to worry about the things that don’t matter and forget about the things that do. Enjoy your life to the fullest because you never know when it’s going to end. So smile more, love more and enjoy more. Dueling on things just ruins your life. Being mad or upset with others for things they have done is just a waste of your energy. You can’t change the past or the mistakes. You can only change your future.I have lived through something so terrible I wouldn't wish it on anybody. But through that experience I've learned to forgive all that was done and go on with life because I was strong enough to pull myself through without hurting myself or others around me.Don't let the bad things in life bother you. Keep it real and be happy because getting worked up about the small things is a waist of time you will never get back. And tomorrow's never promised so make the best of today. And then when tomorrow doesn't come for you, you will have no regrets.
As far as my hobbies goes, I enjoy having fun while I am still young. I love to go out and socially drink with friends and when I'm completely not sober do karaoke. Sober or not I would still do it. I love to be outdoors: fishing, hiking, camping, snowboarding, building a snowman, skipping rocks on a river, etc. All of it is fun to me and relaxing. I love picnics and reading as well. I love watching movies, scarier the better and the funnier the better :)
As far as my goals and aspirations go, I have them. I can be honest right now and tell you Im not in the greatest position because I lost my job a month ago and money is tight. However I love to help people, and when I can return to school I will be changing my major to nursing from accounting. I love having the oppurtunity to volunteer because I am selfless person and I tend to put others needs in front on my own. But at the same time I am independent and can take care of myself, which is a blessing and a curse in my past relationships. I am pretty sure its my capricorn attitude of mine lol.