I'm getting over some shit. Mostly seeing who's out there. I'm not in any rush.
So anyway, for the sake of full disclosure and honesty I want to say that I got out of a 3 year relationship recently, I had to move back in with my dad, I'm only getting 10 hours a week at work, and my Jeep is out of commission for at least the winter so I no longer have a vehicle.
“I’ve been thinking. When life gives you lemons? Don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons! What am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought is could give me lemons! Do you know who I am? I’m the man who’s going to burn your house down! With the lemons! I’m going to get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!” -Portal 2
I'm a Nightowl by nature and Nightwatchman by trade. (up all night, sleep all day)
I'm a PC gamer. That's my hobby. I've been gaming longer than I can remember I'm a lifelong addict. (27 years so far?)
I'm a loner. I enjoy peace and quiet and being alone. (within reason for the most part) Most people and most of society infuriates me and to avoid the stress I prefer to avoid them. I do however want the Bonnie to my Clyde. Someone to stand with me while we watch the world burn.
I'm shy.. very shy.. If Introverted is a thing, I'm that.
I'm a homebody. I 100% prefer staying in over going out. That doesn't mean I won't go out.. I just don't want to.
I'm trustworthy. There are some things I will take to my grave.
I'm honest. Sometimes too honest. Even when I know it'll cause trouble because it still has to be said.
I'm loyal. Nobody want's to be around someone who isn't loyal.
I'm polite when the situation absolutely calls for it. (parents, boss, clients, etc.) But normally I cuss like a sailor to fill in words that my mind can't dig up.
I have troubles explaining things because I feel the need to explain myself completely because I want everyone to be on the same page. With my thought process and lack of proper vocabulary I have problems with that.
I overanalyze, overthink, and sometimes overreact.
I do the usual work, eat, sleep, watch movies, Netflix, and chill with my Gaming buddies while we game.
I enjoy nature. It blows my mind. It's beautiful. What's better than a beautiful woman sharing a beautiful moment in a beautiful place? I don't know.
I don't have many friends due to a LOT of factors. I cut off my old friends due to a LOT of factors, all situational. And due to my lifestyle and line of work I'm rarely in a position to make new friends.
Currently my only goal in life is to live happily. Try to do it on my terms and compromise when necessary but I truly just want to be happy. That's it.
Look at all the above as the core "me" with a few things that aren't coming to mind at the moment. It's the source code of my being. That code probably cannot be changed.
Please hold yourself to the same standards that you're looking for in a man. 90% of the women that have contacted me are complete hypocrites and I'm not able to accept that. Also, don't message me if you're looking for someone to make you happy. True happiness comes from within, it's not healthy to expect someone to make you happy if you can't make yourself happy first and foremost. If you would like to get to know me, send me a message.