sarahbellaw: Not looking for a Schmuck!
Smokes Occasionally with Thin body type
Ocean beach~san diego, California
35 year old Female, 5' 3" (160cm), Jewish
Mixed Race, Libra
sarahbellaw anything.
Associates Degree
Art Student

I am Seeking a Man For Dating
Needs Test Not Completed Chemistry Not Completed
Do you drink? Socially Do you want children? Want children
Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No
Hair Color Brown Eye Color Other
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? No
Longest Relationship
Pets No Pets  

About Me
Being Twenty-Something-Six I call it the "Quarter-life Crisis". It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job...and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have decided upon certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out!! Oh and on top of this we have to figure this all out in a time of a Rescission!!!!!!!

I am proud of myself. I respect myself along with others. I have never tried to seek definition from the person I was with, nor do I expect them to derive my thoughts. I'm quite capable of articulating my needs.
I am hopeful yet strong enough to mutate my dreams into reality. I know love, therefore I give love. I recognizes that my love has great worth and must be reciprocated. If my love is taken for granted, it will disappear.
I have a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance.
I have not forgotten my past, I understands my present and I live each day, knowing that my future will be only as important as I allow it to. I do not live in fear of what the future may bring because of of my past. Instead, I understand that my life experiences are merely lessons, meant to bring me closer to self knowledge and unconditional self love. Every day is so important. I realize this life I live on this planet will not go on forever, so I never ever forget to tell my family and friends that I LOVE THEM, because the sad truth is it could be the last --- I LOVE YOU I say to the ones who I love and love me. I am grateful at all times, life can get tough, we all go through rough patches, but there is always someone out there hurting or suffering more than I might be at a certain moment in my life. I want to give back more than what I receive in this world. I never want to be selfish, and if I ever have been Im sorry. Some might call me a gypsy, I have moved a lot this year, SF, MIAMI, LA, and VEGAS & now SAN DIEGO, but I have learned so much, I have been hurt, and I have felt love, I have been sad and happy, but most of all I have realized how much I might of taken for granted in my passed, not in a horrible way - but I am more humble now, I am more thankful, and I cherish and embrace every moment as if it might be my last. Life is short & so beautiful, I never want to waste a second of it again! I will live my dreams, and I will help others live there dreams as well. How can anyone be happy when the only person they are trying to help reach a higher place in life is themselves? I don't get that, nor will I ever.

I live my life day by day, could careless what people do or say about me. I laugh very loud and put smiles on peoples faces when they're feeling down. I am confusing, very emotional, undecisive, loving, strong minded, silly, creative, bubbly and ****y when needed.. I AM ME=SARAH!!! I have been blessed with this wonderful thing called life! I ALWAYS forgive.. learn from the lessons of life and will always choose LOVE over HATE!

I AM ONE OF THE MOST DOPE PEPS AROUND, AM SO COOL I MAKE ICE CUBES MELT! I hate cold weather more than fat free food. I find the word frugal to be such an ugly word.
I spend to much money, I hate conseratives, and republicans uhmmm...
I like collecting candy whistles
I love shampoo, actually only the expensive ones!
i will probably be the most ridiculous person you've ever met. im sarcastic as hell; don't cry about it.
i've never done drugs, & have absolutely no desire to. i have a dirty ****ing mouth. i have OCD and apparently im a hypochondriac.
someone once told me to act my age and not my shoe size thats some good advice, i won't be using. I'm your average 7-year-old trapped in a 26-year-old's body. I miss the days when I was obsessed with Lisa Frank! I love bright pink anythings, hello kitty trinkets make me all giddy, I usually wear my hair in ponytails with the hair knockers in them, the ones with the two little plastic balls on the ends. I buy lunch box size food (like the little box drinks) cuz i think it's cute (fun-size), I can't get through my day without talking to my dad 500 + times, I miss him so much. I adore girlie girl things, hot pink nail polish, anything princess style, lolli-pops with gum in the middle, pink plastic flamingos, cotton candy flavored or scented anythings, you get the point!

Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
I guess it depends on the person, I think the perfect 1st date would to go to DisneyLand ; )

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