I am a train wreck in reverse at this point in my life. The pileup happened early on and now I have things back on track. I consider myself a decent man and I am actively working on improving myself in as many ways as I possibly can.
I am a writer and an artist with boundless imagination and the childlike wonderment of a 5 year old. I fall into the category of extremely nerdy. I love all things science and science fiction related. I am a gourmet in the kitchen. I love to cuddle and just spend time in quiet nothing. I love intelligence and cherish the beautiful minds of others. I love to be challenged and constantly challenge others.
I think a lot about society and about what we have become and what we are becoming. I see the world and our species as a need to engage and know, but yet we grow more and more disconnected as we all come closer and closer together. Its a battle I deal with internally in more than one way. I see a sickness in the lack of care and yet can't bring myself to engage because of social anxieties. I have a deep need for contact and human emotion, but at the same time I shy away. I've always said I want someone to love me and never act when love is at hand. I think it is a fear of finding the disconnect in the love. I want to be proven wrong.
My dream is to become a successful author someday. Hoping to have my career off the ground in the next five years. After that I intend to retire into nature and live off the grid once I have the means and find someone to share the life I dream of.
Most of my life I have been a big man. Last year I had a moment of change and a need for change that has driven me to not only strive for my dreams, but to become someone completely different, the man I was supposed to be. There is never any going back for me I will become a sculpted god of cut stone. 2012 was the end of the world for me and now the new world has come.
Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
Some place quiet for a bit of intelligent conversation and perhaps a laugh or two.