I'm a Dreamer, a philosophizer of my world, a die-hard romantic and a free Spirit searching for my Truth. I am the fourth of five children, an identical twin, and a child of god/LOVE/the-Is-and-the-'Is Not'-and-All-that-is-neither.
I welcome complexity, self-awareness and simple-wisdom (a redundancy).
Despite my budding spirituality, I am adament about not adopting a religion (though I see the value in exploring many). Dogmatic beliefs are antithetical to an ‘open mind’; and do not tolerate the unanswerable questions I seek to pose. I yearn to experience and fully explore a collection of perspective - savoring them with the understanding that "i may not pass this way again".
But, I readily submit that none of my ‘truths’ are True. (but what is?) Viewed under a 'proper' timeline (of decades, generations, millennia), isn't everything subject to fallacy...
...except Love & the desire to Be (to exist & know ourself in relationship to some other existence... god/a partner/our soul/etc).
My life is guided by Love for family/friends/life/free-thought/you (a manifestation of the infinite), and a developing concept of spiritual evolution and transparency.
I believe we create today and each 'data point' of life we process derives meaning from a system/model/set-of-expectations we employ… so be careful of your inventions! We choose to see what we see, feel how we feel, etc… even when we fail to realize our own agency in interpretation.
Today, I choose to be open, to reinvent, to unplug & be aware.
I may (and will!) choose something different, tomorrow.
but, Thats okay.
In fact, thats 'perfectly' okay.
I am an ardent believer in 'everything happens for a reason' and only regret my inactions; everything said and done contributes to lessons learned.
In The End, it’s decidedly not about the details (of Life) but rather how we grow in response to them, how we assist others in doing the same and whether we feel satisfied (not necs gratified) throughout it all.
Bapu (also trained as a lawyer) says it best:
“You must be the change you wish to see in the World”.
When i leave this world, I'll most certainly be smiling with unspeakable satisfaction from the ‘change’, I was (and created).
So, who i'd like to meet? In a partner, it’s simple- the total package. But I’m not yet clear what that means. Obviously the basic requirements of selfless love, independence, self-love, intimacy, loyalty, compassion, integrity, etc... yet once we make normative what should be, I don’t know what bells and whistles I want. Anything articulated now is fairly superficial (i.e. my affinity for a Spanish accent!); I trust a more substantive realization will come in time, and with exposure. I admire active, passionate, strong-willed women who also have contradictory 'virtues', there is something marvelous about balance.
In the context of an online marketplace, however, I’m interested in openly sharing with wonderful personalities and learning more (about myself/you)...
Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
this is too cheesy, right now.
...it would be well-thought out, but absolutely tailored to my passion for the individual. This is an invitation for something way too contrived. sorry.