I reach out my hand and grasp the one that is being held out to me then sssssswwwww! ouch! burned.....As i sit in here like the experimental deprived monkey, I can't help but reflect upon my search for someone who maybe is alot like me; somewhat health concious, horse crazy and able to handle it, just plain crazy on occasion, deep thinking when called for, can read, has most of their teeth, likes when 4:20 comes around, somewhat psychic, good advice-giver, passionate when the time is right, loyal to a fault, and never never never smelling like Natural Light sweat on Sunday morning or any other morning... There would be alot of other refractions to reflect on as time went on but it seems to be very difficult to get thru the first 2 weeks of tentativeness and walls to get to know the person underneath. Maybe I can blame it on Obama but this has been goin on before he bolluxed up my plans to plow thru yall till I found the right one. Or the right one found me. At my age the girls say all the good ones are taken but I don't prescribe to man-hating as so many do. I am young-minded and would like to enjoy this second half of my life unalone as the first half has been rough. I'm still holding my head up hoping to meet one of you beautiful men who would care for me as I stand. Fellas please don't leave this one to end up belly-up and stinkin because you've been ruined by the mean pretty b*tches or the breeders and don't know something good when you see it (or meet it)...
I will leave you with Alanis to mull it over.....
And all I really want is some patience
a way to calm the angry voice
And all i really want is deliverance
What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
All I really want is some peace man
a place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
a way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice
Well, yep, bout to turn 55 next week and realizing that I don't have the endless possibilities I felt when I was younger. I don't even have the angst of Elanis to worry me anymore, thank God for that. But I still feel the need for somebody to share this life with and ride my horses with me. Duh I'm not getting any younger and just can't imagine doing all this by myself for the rest of my days never having been committed and committed to. Surely in all this ocean there must be a fish with my name on it. I'm not interested in spawning as much as companionship, even though spawning is in our nature and will certainly be mulled over even though there would be no eggs in the weeds.
I have a pretty good simple life with mostly critter drama goin on and would really like to enrich it with somebody who gets it and wants to share it with me. It takes awhile to get to know people, but two people looking in the same direction might be able to work out how to survive this crashing world we're living in, and not waste too much time with unnecessary worrying about the superficial... If this isn't too much and you'd like to know more about me, drop me a line and I'll get back to ya... Thank you