I don’t want you to know that I cry during movies about animals or that I crave Cinnamon Toast Crunch at night. That I actually enjoy doing yard work because it gives me time to think about you. Or that holding my cat when I’m upset lowers my blood pressure. That if we watch a scary movie, you need to sleep over or I’ll be scared. Or that I talk to myself all the time and get caught often.
I’m very strong inside, holding it down at home - buying an apartment building, just took my kids to Disney and have an entrepreneurial spirit, but I’m very soft on the outside. I don’t drink although I’m thinking of starting, I don’t smoke or use drugs, my vice is control and I’m working on it. If I’m really into you, I feel weak because I can’t control you and that frightens me. I text or call you in an attempt to relieve the discomfort I’m feeling and I say all the wrong things.
I like to plan for the future, but that scares you. I used to feel like I was waiting for my life to start, that finding the right guy would suddenly make me happy. I could get lost gazing into a cup of hot chocolate for an hour or more just pondering. Now I realize, that I was just spending all of my time analyzing the past to persuade the future. Today, I live in the present and I’m having so much fun here! I’m not worried about our plans next month or even next week. I live in now and I feel so free, as should you. To me that means dating as many people as we individually see fit for ourselves. The end goal is to find "the one" and once I have committed to you, loyalty is a given.
My time is valuable to me and I tend to impose boundaries on how much of it you get. The more you give (attention, touch, and kisses), the more I give (affection, emotion, passion, physical and time). I’m good at a lot of things that would be considered masculine – I built my house, you need to feel masculine enough to cope. I’m good with my hands, I hope you are too!
To be ready for me you should have been told by others that you have a good heart, are loyal, and you deserve the best. You enjoy spending quality time with someone special and you have the desire to create a meaningful lasting relationship when the time is right. Let’s have fun!