Today I thought a lot about this, and I'm letting go.
I'm letting go of trying so hard to find someone to fall in love with.
I've been there, done that.
I've been broken.
And honestly, for once, I just want it to come naturally.
A smile, a laugh, a touch, a push, something more than a faceless computer and/or phone staring at me, giving me the illusion of others around.
I want real.
And this just isn't getting the job done.
:) I wish ya'll the best of luck, and I'll continue checking my messages, and my texts to those who do have my number, (because hope is everywhere), but I won't be so active on this anymore.
I'm going to raise myself above my own expectations, push myself hard, and I'm going to become the confident woman that I know is inside me.
I'm going to jump, with or without the idea that someone will catch me.
Because I'm going to build my wings while I'm falling. :)
(By the way, the little girl in my photo is my niece. :) )
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