I have tried "dating" and I seem to come across these types that pretend to show interest in me, only to just try and use me. Sad thing is I see these a-holes coming ahead of time. I am also ready for them. Sloppy multiples ring a bell? ;) Until recently, I was not honest about not wanting to be in a relationship; I quite enjoyed playing games with men.
The truth is, I am moving to Oregon in less than two months to be with my "Daddy" and he has already given me permission to have my fun. I have taken full advantage of this since December. Most women want marriage -- I spent huge chunks of my adult life being married or committed. I want the feeling of first kisses and butterflies, which passes in time. Marriage is something I do not desire. What I have with my Daddy is the best thing. I am loving being His. Marriage truly goes against everything in our biology. Monogamy is not the way of humans. Our animal desires say otherwise.
I am not seeking long term at all. If I can find a regular "friend" until I leave, that would suit me fine. I have been told every time how worth it I am. Oh yeah, size DOES matter. Sorry, but that is just a personal preference AND Daddy's desire. My self-worth is very high. Do not mistake my non-vanilla lifestyle as me not having self-worth. I am not a "broken spirit" either. I read many books about the scene to get a better sense and grip on what I was thinking and feeling; I had these feelings when I was in the US Navy. The lifestyle I have chosen makes sense to me. Despite my submissive status, I have heaps of control over things.
In addition to size, smoking is another deal breaker. Seriously. It is disgusting, along with heaps of body hair in certain spots. Seeking a male who does NOT flake. I give guys ZERO second chances when they flake. Looks are important as well. This may be just a fling, but I have to be attracted to you, just as you do me. I do not want to pretend that you are someone else just to get through the act. I have. A few times.
If you are curious, please do not hesitate to message me.