It fascinates me that I have the ability to say anything I want in this box (i.e. exactly what every woman on here wants in a man) and yet women will still only judge me based solely on what I look like. Hence the reasoning behind my not posting a picture. Not that I am some hideous creature straight out of a science fiction book or anything, but I'm not your "typical Cali Surfer Dude" with a rocking bod or thick wavy hair, or rippling muscles. Honesty is always the best policy so here goes. The truth is I really don't know why I created this profile. I don't actually believe I will find that "one special someone" on here because I have the worst luck with these things. Do I believe I'll find "True Love"? I don't know, I'd like to think so. But since this is "Plenty Of Fish" there are sooooo many fish in this tiny little pond. How could a carp like me expect to compete with the likes of all the more desirable, more attractive species out there? I have a very low paying job helping people, I have a piece of crap vehicle which I'm amazed still runs. I have terrible credit, I rent a room from a family member, and I can barely make ends meet.. I'm addicted to video games (mainly PC compter based), I'd rather sit at home and watch a movie than go out. I'm out of shape and some health issues. I also suffer horribly from ED, and I have major trust issues. So you see, I truly have nothing to offer any woman, and sadly, I'm ok being "mediocre". Now why you ask am I even on this site, and why in the world would I ever think about writing all this? It's simple.... Honesty. And, with keeping to this philosophic idea, I can currently be summed up as "A Work in Progress" I've begun working on fixing all he bad things. Basically everything wrong with me can be changed, and I'm working towards that goal. I'm also one of the nicest, sweetest, caring, loving, honest, faithful, comited people your will ever meet.So, if any of you are actually still reading this, I will say this, I am a priceless gem in the rough just wondering if anyone is interested in finding out just what kind of gem I am. I will finish this at a later time. as it's late and I'm very tired. (not to mention that I really don't know what else to say at the moment. May you all follow your dreams to gain he desires of your heart. Thanks for your time :-)
Conversation Starters (i.e. what you'd like to do on a first date...)
Again, so tired now that I'm falling asleep as I type. I'll work on this later if anyone ACTUALLY cares.