i want a friend, i want a BEST friend, I want love, i want a deep personal connection with someone who gets me, someone who understand my various states of mania and is willing to be with me anyway.
Someone who will be my "partner in crime", someone who i can lean on when i am weak and can lean on me when they need to.
I want someone who has OUR best interests in mind, someone who can laugh at themselves, someone who doesn't think the world revolves around them, someone who won't hit me, call me names, or put me down.
Someone who respects me for me.
Someone who likes to snuggle, tickle and wrestle, someone i can laugh with, and just be silly with.
Someone i can grow old with, and someone who will be my LAST someone.
Who am I?
Hmmm... opinionated, stubborn, emotional, and out of the box thinking. I am an artist, and a writer, I worship nature (I am a practicing shaman- with an emphasis and knack, in healing). My spirituality is important to me, but I would never force my beliefs on anyone. They are very sacred and personal to me.
I have been a handful at times, I tend to push people away if i begin to feel extremely close or begin to fall for them. Most people hate that, and won't put up with it, but i guarantee the person who allows me to lean on them when i am at my weakest will see the real me. I am a passionate, and intense lover and partner, but very few have ever seen that side of me. I don't tend to allow people to see me "vulnerable" like that. Intense feelings of love, and a sincere connection scares the bajeezus out of me
In short, I ask a lot, I am difficult at times, but the person who ultimately wins my heart will never regret the effort, time or patience it will take.