1st OF ALL DONT MESSAGE ME IF YOUR SUPERFICIAL I DONT HAVE A CAR.
I am the nice guy that always finishes last, have had some really bad relationships, have had my heart broke and my soul snatched out and stomped on. So lately ive been feeling like im not good enough for anyone, I tend to be shy, I need some one to show me that I am worth something, a back bone, someone to help me build and repair my confidence, but not treat me like a charity case, not just a friend, but my best friend , Im looking for someone FAITHFULNESS, LOYALTY and, INTEGRITY are everything, Im tired of people that play with other people's emotions, dont you realize how painful that sh*t, is. I love hard so i fall harder. Im a good guy, not perfect but at least i try. I want someone i can build and grow with, someone that has my back , like i have hers. I want to connect on an emotional and spiritual level. Thought youd never hear a man say that huh? Lol. Seriously tho, im tired of goin thru life ,knowing that i have no one, no one to chop it up with at the end of the day, no one to share thoughts with, . We all have setbacks, im trying to move past all that , i have goals im trying to achieve so currently im in school, to be an Electrician..trying to make everything brighter.. Ok im done lol. Lets see, I like going to the park or the beach just to ponder life and what it may hold, I play basketball whenever I can, I like laughing , its so much better when you have someone to laugh with tho;)..I like most movies , huge Zombie and Horror movie fan, but I will watch chick flicks, Nemo made me cry lol.. my favorite drinks are Tequila , Sprite , kool aide, I don't really drink dark sodas. My favorite color is red, fav number is 32, my favorite food is Mexican I can eat tacos all day, oh and did I mention I CAN COOK, ive been cooking since I was about 8, my grandma taught me how to cook, clean and maintain a home, lol. as far as music, I listen to mostly Rock and Alternative, Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance are my favs, huge Eminem fan, that guy has flows. I listen to more old school music and hip hop, the new stuff isn't all the great, tight beats ,but no substance.
So ive been on this site for maybe a year, I haven't found or talked to anyone that , I can truly connect with or they leave me hanging, most fishermen use a net, im old school one hook one line one fish, at a time, so 9 times out of ten if im chating with you, then it is just you.,
I do have kids four of them (my lights) they are 15, 13, 12, and 10, they don't live with me, but we are close. one more thing if we chat, and im not the one ..let me know, its rude to start a convo ,then were suppose to meet and you , don't show up, and don't message..anymore,