To know u but never see u. To see but never hold u. To hold u and know that the love I feel for u will never be returned. There r pains in this world that hurt more than any physical pain. Love is one from which I know to well. I loved u and was willing to be what ever I needed to be for u. I have yet to find the real me. But maybe I could find him with u. Will u be the novacane to my pain. Or the light in my darkness put there to help me find the man I need to be. This journey I do not want to take alone, for this could be an adventure that we could both enjoy. Every time I see your face all I hear r the lyrics to the song of my heart. You and only you could ever make me feel this way. Thier is no words to describe the pain I feel in my heart. I wake up to see your side of our bed cold and empty and I do all I can to not give up. I have not found u but I know that u are out there. I can feel u near and can't find u. I will be all that u want me to be. All that u need me to be. When I close my eyes I can see your face, I can feel your skin, I can taste your kisses. You can be my queen and I can be your man. I will never talk down to you or belittle you.