I miss having someone in my life. It's really the little things. You know the smile you get from hearing their voice. Their hand on your hip when you sleep. Fighting for more of the blanket when you're watching anything on the couch.
I am nowhere near perfect. I have many flaws but i'm a good person and i love who I am. I have several tattoos, I drink and I sometimes smoke, and I curse a lot but i'm working on those things. Replacing those swear words aint easy but it's happening and i haven't smoked in over a month. I have teenagers so i try to set a good example. I say what i'm thinking and sometimes I speak without thinking. But, i also say please and thank you and excuse me and i smile at strangers. I wave a nice thank you when you let me over and i always hold the door.
I love lying in bed reading or watching a movie or just lying in bed doing nothing. I'm kinda lazy like that. I love a good joke and even a bad one. I just love to laugh(who doesn't). I love the rain, especially thunderstorms, laying under the sun, staring up at the night sky. I prefer sunrise over sunset but i'm not a morning person even after coffee. I'm late for almost everything. I have a love of most all music. Last 3 shows I saw were Neutral Milk Hotel, Randy Travis and Nas w/Damian Marley. I like to read and I love watching old movies(TCM). I like more relaxed activities, i'd rather be bowling and having a few beers than clubbing on 6th. Basically anything that doesn't require i dress up. I don't spend an hour doing my hair and my makeup consists of mascara and burts bees so i'm not gonna be worried about messing either up.
Family and/or friends would say that I’m stubborn, I’m shy, I talk a lot (once I know you), I’m extremely reliable and trust worthy. I’d do anything for them and I’m so deserving of happiness. Oh, they’d also say I’m lame and boring (I clean when I’m bored).
I can’t really say who I’m looking for, I only hope I know him when I find him. I don’t have a type but I know what I’m not attracted to. If you would rather get high than most anything else; if you wear tapout, ed hardy, affliction or anything along those lines; if you are excessively tattooed, like on your neck, face, or knuckles; if you have gauges or anything other than your ears pierced; if you’re likely to “try and save me”; if you’re a vegetarian (I like meat and honestly I’m too lazy to cook you a separate meal. There can be an exception here. You cook the meals and i'll always clean up after.) I’m sure you're a super duper awesome person but....i'm probably not the one for you. I don’t mean to sound nasty I just don’t want to waste your time but i'm always open to making new friends.
Low key, casual, no pressure. A beer or two, a bite to eat, coffee and pie or a nice walk and good convo. I'm open to anything as long as it's not a movie.