I am a 57 yrs old and divorced.
I was going through the Bariatric surgery process but had to put it on hold for some time due to health issues that escalated over time. But in between then and now I've still managed to lose more than 150 lbs and 15 inches in my waist.
I have been disabled from diabetes, plus I have Sarcoidisis which is a non-cancerous form of Lymphoma. I have recently been told that with Sarcoidosis it can travel to any part of your body unannounced. Well now it has traveled to my heart, so I had to have a pacemaker/defibrillator put in to regulate my heart.
I have started the Bariatric surgery process again and I'm joining a gym to get my life back. I am a vegetarian, the only meat I eat is fish, I don't eat any dairy products. I very rarely drink soda and I do not eat anything with any type of artificial sweetener. I don't eat eggs, I get all my proteins from vegetables, tofu and tempeh. I very rarely eat any bread products but I will if I need to once in a while.
I'd like to meet someone who is non-judgemental about weight issues and can see past my exterior but look to the inside that I am a very sensative, loving, caring, very loyal man who doesn't play games.
It seems that no matter where I go if there are young kids, older kids and even teenagers in addition to any type of animal they trust me, but for some reason every woman I have written to in here wouldn't even give me the time of day. How hard is it to just say hi, no thank you or even say good luck in your search.
Just because when you look at my pictures you don't see a buff movie star looking man or when you read my profile and the first thing that hits you is the BBM disabled from diabetes you naturally think he's fat, obese and lazy and looking to take advantage of every woman he may meet for all their money and is looking for sugar mama. Well you my friend are absolutely, totally, 100% WRONG. You have no clue what your missing.
I have been a member in here for many years and I get more respect from women between the ages of 20 to 35 than I ever have from the women here in PoF. What do they see that you don't? I'll tell you, they can see the real me, that can look in my eyes, they can see by the way I carry myself that I'm a nice guy. I project a feeling of comfort and trust to people of all ages, men and women, children of all ages and even animals of all kinds.
I like going for long rides in the country with no destination in mind. Taking pictures of nature and animals we may see along the way. I like listening to all kinds music. I like a wide variety of movies. I'm shy at first meeting new people but when I warm up and get to know who you are I can talk about anything. Let's say I can keep the conversation going. After all I've lived all over the U.S.
I am a son, a godfather, a cousin, a nephew, a friend, a young man and a grown man. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I love you and I push you away. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love ME.
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