I am a 54 yr old, divorced, I'm was going through the Gastric Lap Banding process, but as to date I have lost 150 lbs and 15 inches in my waist, so the Lap Band has been put on hold. I have been disabled from diabetes, plus I have Sarcoidisis which is a form of Lymphoma.
I'd like to meet someone who is non-judgemental about weight issues and can not see my exterior but look into my heart and see the real me on the inside.
I like going for long rides in the country with no destination in mind taking pictures along the way. Plus listening to some good music and a lot of talking to get to know each other.
I am a son, a godfather, a cousin, a nephew, a friend, a young man and a grown man. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I love you and I push you away. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love ME.
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