Hello all you lonely but hopeful hearts of men!!!!! I don't know, maybe this is a last desperate effort for me trying to accomplish what seems to so far be impossible! A real and meaningful relationship that lasts a lifetime. Well I've pretty much decided on just staying solo cuz I'm not sure anymore on whats normal anymore. I just want to be me and not anyones expectation from now on, cuz there's nothing wrong with who I am. No more drama, I'm now 35 and I'm ready to start living life my way cuz I'm ready to learn more bout what makes me happy. I'm tired of always putting my wants and needs second to someone undeserving. Soooooo show me what a real man can do for me please cuz I'm losing faith in the whole idea!!!!!