Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life...
if youre still reading lol...
I recently returned to Texas from New York after I got out of the army, I was in the army for 6 years and I've been deployed twice. I've been stationed at Fort Drum the whole time. I like to stay active and go out and do things, I love to play/watch sports, football being my favorite. I like to go to the clubs and dancing or going to the bars and just chill and have a few drinks with some friends and have a good time. I also like to watch movies, i tend to quote movies a lot through the day. I like to just chill at the house and relax when i have someone to do so with, I enjoy a good book when I have the time to. I listen to pretty much anything but mainly dubstep or techno or whatever its called haha, rap and R&B. I try to make the best out of everything i do, and don't change myself for anyone and don't plan to either.
My nickname is EZ not because i'm "easy" but because a best friend and i had pretty much the same name and the only difference between us was the EZ. I can be kind of shy at first but once i feel comfortable with you ill open up, i'm usually full of energy and outgoing. I have a great sense of humor and love to laugh, i've been told i have a great personality and that people are naturally drawn to me for it.
I'm not really looking for anything serious as I'm just getting settled and trying to meet new people, but that's not to say that if I come across someone and we really click I won't be opposed to taking it further... I'm looking for someone who is a strong minded person, an independent woman, who doesn't need to be taken care of, not to say i wont take care of someone i care about. Someone that is easy to get along with, easy to talk to, someone that enjoys me for me, and someone that's just good company... I will rarely send a message to someone because i know that you lovely ladies on here get a ton of messages and don't always read/respond to them all, but if you want to know anything else feel free to ask. :) that was a story book i know... glad you made it through it all though :)