I never know what to put in these things, so I guess I'll just start rambling incoherently.
I know who I am, and what I like, but it's really pretty difficult to sum up your life and ambition,... direction, drive and tastes... hopes, dreams, and everything else about yourself in so many characters... nor would I even try. You have to keep some of the mystery, right?
I've been around, lived here, lived there... I've lived a 1,000 different lives in a ton of different locations, and still managed to keep myself and my sanity. I've met a million people, but I can only count my true friends who I can really depend on, on one hand, maybe one and a half. They know who they are, and I'd do anything for them and they know this.
I recently moved back to Texas from Virginia the first of the year. I'm in tech support. I guess you would call technology my ambition, I'm a total geek. It's not a bad gig, it's a steady job... Decent pay, but I don't think I want to do it for the rest of my life. Too be quite honest, I don't really know what I want to do for the rest of my life. That kinda mindset is too permanent, (and nothing really ever lasts forever). I kinda like it that way too,... keeps things interesting. Take this as positive, or take this as negative, but I never really know which direction that I'm going until I get to my destination. My life is very random, and I like it that way.
I tend to say 'Why not...?', instead of questioning "Why should I?" You can live in your safe little box, or you can get out there and live life. Just go with it, everything always unfolds as it should, and you are always in the place that you are supposed to be, whether you like it or not. Even if your world is shattering and falling apart, there's some reason why this was suppose to happen and unfold the way it did. Whether it's too make you stronger, or teach you a lesson, it's what's supposed to happen. Ever seen the movie "Yes man"? Something like that... ;-)
I am a firm believer in karma. You give shit, you get shit. Period.
My drive in life is pretty simple. Stay alive, stay well, live it up, and try not to get hassled too much at work. Have a good time, all the time, and always eat the worm. That's my motto,... That and "Everybody wang chung tonight..." Live for today cause yesterday is history, and tomorrow is a mystery. I think it's a good outlook. I've been in a couple of close situations because of this, but like I said, everything always works out. It HAS to, and it always does.
I have a lot of hope for the world, but unfortunate I don't see it happening. Every day that passes I hear of another law being passed that slow is taking away our freedoms and what our constitution stands for. I really don't like politicians, they all have their own agenda and could really give a **** about you or me. I'm a liberal, pro choice, pro 2nd amendment, I believe that the constitution should not be changed from any reason, and it hasn't so far, but I fear that's going to be part of the past very soon. I also don't believe in censoring the Internet, but that's prolley going to change too. I fear Obama has let all that power go to his head and he's going to declare martial law soon if he keeps up the way he's been acting. I could go on but I'll stop there as this is getting a little dark lol.
My dreams are different from one moment to the next. I have a million of them but find myself straying away from one when I find a new one to chase.... Hence why I move alot. I think I'll be here in Austin for a while tho, this place is pretty chill, I like it. One (dream) that has stuck with me would be, just land, independently financially stable, and pretty much being able to do whatever the hell that I want lol... I think everyone has that dream tho. ;-)
Music,... As for music,.. I go for whatever is just plain kickass and rocks my socks. Gimme some Prius, Sublime, Butthole Surfers, or Deftones anyday over some Lil' Wayne or Katy Perry, or whatever's popular with todays mainstream. I catch myself not even being able to listen to the FM radio anymore without having to constantly seek for something that just rocks. ex: The Pixies, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, The Toadies, Weezer, The Offspring, CkY, Marcy Playground, Stone Temple Pilots, Rage Against the Machine, Daniel Johnston, The Beastie Boys, most classic rock... You get the idea. I guess you could say that I'm stuck in the 90's.
Hobbies... Meh, indoor, outdoor, I don't care... Lets get a 12 pack and have some fun :-) I love going to the park on nice days to skate.. Sometimes that gets me into trouble when I've been drinking hehe... but I always heal up, I'm a fast healer. ;-) I heard this saying once that kinda stuck with me, "No Brains, No Headache, Right?" I'll try anything once. I like to barhop if I have the spare cash. Fishing is cool... I'm down for whatever. I love movies. Dark comedies are awesome... don't mind romantic comidies... Zombie movies... :-) :-D If you don't like zombie movies,... there's something wrong with you hahaha
What I'm looking for. I never really know what I'm looking for until it falls into my lap. I'm up for pleasant surprises. I'm open lol... We could hangout, if we mesh that's cool, if not, no hard feelings, I'm sure I'll see you around... Austin's not that big... I will wave and smile at you. :-) lol Just send me a message, lets talk :-) Kick it off.
Well that's enough about me,... Let's talk about you.