Hello.. I'm back!!
Thought I had found a good guy but he fooled me...So once again here i am.
My self esteem slightly bruised.And my heart a little sad. YA know guys there is a couple of sites for those of you who are just looking for a hook up. So do me a favor an pass me by..
I'm really not up for anymore PLAYERS..Who just want to put another mark on there score card...
And somewhere is the guy who is going to make it stop hurting.
One of my New Year's resolutions was that I have spent my last year alone..
.I don't like being alone,At least not all the time.Occasionally is great everyone needs a little alone time.
Hopefully I will find the guy who will put a twinkle back in my eyes, everytime he walks in the room,
Or a smile on my face when a thought of him crosses my mind, Which will be often..
.An he will never have a reason to question his place in my life.....
OF COURSE THAT BEING SAID...I WILL ADD..THAT.... I DO BELIEVE IN KARMA..
(Lol. You knew there was a catch right???)
I miss being loved..desired. .adored..pampered..wanted..But at the same time I don't want someone to smother me,and attempt to dominate an control my every move .
I heard a saying once an at the time it made me stop an look at myself..
I WILL NOT MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY
THAT ONLY THINKS OF ME AS A OPTION. ..
love an affection is not optional in a relationship. .nor is respect an appreciation.
I will give you all of mine..if you give me yours.
.I am a very open honest person,
Many times to a fault,I'm one of those who believes there is good in everyone and sad to say it has come back a couple of times to bite me in the butt.And it ouched abit..
I have found out the hard way that life can be to short
,So enjoy it living,laughing, an loving to be best you can while you can.And do it proudly with me...
.i stay busy most of the time I am a designer by trade,and my brains is always checking out new things to do or create And I also help my daughter with my grandchildren so she can get her life back together after some hard times.And I love it they always manage to make me smile ..They brought me through many lonely evenings with their hugs kisses and sweet loving.
So my guy will enjoy kids an family.
..But. Hey honestly kiddie kisses are great.
An of Course my grandchildren are great entertainment.
I need some adult time. An conversation
. I also enjoy cuddling up and watching a movie
But to be honest that is all I have been doing for quite awhile now.
I planned my evening's by the cable guide.SERIOUSLY!
But,.at the same time I do enjoy going out to dinner an a movie,a evening out listening to music an dancing.Road trips museums, an i love surprises. Love being outdoors.Although not much for hunting, I love fishing, camping and hiking.
I'm NOT Interested in younger Men, I appreciate the compliments guys but NO THANK YOU...
I LIKE MY MEN AGED LIKE FINE WINE AND CHEESE..I believe we improve with age as we become wiser from life's lessons taught.And I have taught my boys how to respect women and don't care to teach any more.I also am what you would call old school.I don't mean to be rude and I'm sure some will take it that way but I'm not interested in dating black men.My Daddy would shot me.And kids would never speak to me again.And they really don't turn me on.
Oh yes did I mention I do tend to speak my mind.Often I put my foot in it too.But as I said I'm honest.
Also I'm. Not looking for a bed buddy.As the commercial says first comes like...
An I'm. Not interested in being pin pals....
I have spent my last year alone ...But only the right one will do..
.And I'm ready to get out there and enjoy all that life has to offer. .So It's my turn Lets go have some fun and laughs...