I'm a man of culture and gratitude. Religion and dedication. Morals and pride. Honestly, I spend the majority of my earlier year doing as I wanted and pleased. In the process Ive lost a damn good wife and brought a lot of discomfort to women's hearts. I guess it takes for a man to go through thing's before he can honestly understand and respect the character of a women's heart and feelings. Because it cost me the truest love I've ever encountered before I realized just what I had lost. Now as a man I proceed in life dwelling on the past to only be reminded daily of the jerk I once was. But also using what hurt me as a tool to strengthen me as the man I stand today. So I guess it would be safe to say the Lord had a mysterious way of opening my eyes to makes so much since now. And I walk in his shadow until he blesses me to love again.