. very personable person. great imagination. personality, creative thinker. man of personal positive faith with my own religion. my true blue eyes of deep thought. always looking forward. not regretting.
guess it was just pretty hard to compete in the world when it came to love and SEX?. because of eg (physcial appearance, value or education, muscle, nicer sports cars, sports glory) richer parents? i guess all of the above. money didnt always make the person. it makes the man i am.
i truly thought girls would have loved me for me regardlessly of work out performance/or whatever it took to buy love and happiness.
very rich. very rich. i dont need to gloat my shit.
cause ill take it all anyway and shove it right up other guys @#$%$!
i really do love to remember all those best younger seasons seeing alot of hot girls blow me off for many others at school or parties. sorry i didnt have all my steroids or finest smiles for every hot girl. or prep school finer vehicles.
people acted like i was nothing in school. nothing special. only for their cool -good looking parties. oooooooo
basically sick and tired of questioning to myself the whys this guy had this girl or how did he get money for this girl
LOL...LOL....yeah F&^%$# funny.
no, not really.
i had style, i had a photographic memory of alot of brain matter.very smart person. i tried to be a total ***hole type of guy with who i was. first and formeost. maybe a little nice secondly.
i really did see how it was for me at least growing up in school. thought alot of people were nice alot were and werent 50/50. i thought i was a fairly decent looking guy. might not had been a modelesque person. bigger teeth vibration smile or extrovertedness. sorry i didnt get every hot cheerleader for prom dates or pool parties. love and attention. is that all people have always been about attention,attention , attention?? yeah whatever....
just gotta use the brain. trust in personal faith with eye to eye honesty. sensitivity did save. i might had been a little serious in nature but had a very light hearted side. i dont know it just seems like people never even understood forgiveness with honesty. in a loveing way that is.
it all starts with jobs, commonalities, positive ways of being, good hygene....interests? M.O.N.E.Y babyyyy. lol....
I knew who I was , all that mattered was just my own way of doing things.
great performance with pure ****in muscle....babbyyyyy....I'm like Arnold Schwarzeneggar. Austrian-Hungarian I get bigger. I get stronger. 'It's like Sex...u know...all the time' 'all the time'. You know Louie. In due time . im sick and tired of seeing muscle men get all the girls their ladies.
and its about that time my sex life really takes off and gets happier. im f@#$%^ pissed about love. yeah very F&*^%^ pissed.
hanging with friends and listening to alot of good music..reggae....rock shows....rap shows...dance music.
guess its all in the way u handle urself? using the imaginationnnnnn.....i enjoy comedy....alot of it.
hoping to become something with education. communications. acting or entertainment in sports baseball games. play by play or PA announcing .....CSBBroadcasting student at one point. hopefully studying better entertainment DJ principles and dancing coordination. great partierr. loves to drink.
guess u never know. its hard for me to see alot of guys getting great jobs . hotter gals . favortism. teacher pet shit.....sex sells. guess its who you know, talent, what you know....etc....
thats life for yourself. yeah whatever.....just gotta keep it real. cool calm and collected.