Love_and_Hatr
Age: 36
Long term
girlnextdoorb67: Someone special? Long term...
About
Non-smoker with Average body type
City
Chestermere, Alberta
Details
46 year old Woman, 6' 0" (183cm), Other Religion
Ethnicity
Caucasian Capricorn with Brown hair
Intent
girlnextdoorb67 Wants a relationship
Education
Some university
Personality
Techie
Profession
Sales







I am Seeking a Man For Long term
Needs Test Not Completed Chemistry View her chemistry results
Do you drink? Socially Do you want children? Undecided
Marital Status Divorced Do you do drugs? No
Pets Cat Eye Color Blue
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? Yes
Longest Relationship Over 9 years



About Me
In my world, things certainly have changed, all for the positive! March 19th I completed my journey with my final surgery. Now, simply living the way I intended to from a very early age. I am much happier being the woman I am than where I was in the past. Life is much better. I'm dime a dozen now, no longer "Best of both worlds", I'm simply me.

My past story:

I’ve fought being Transgendered most of my life. I knew, I am, but wouldn’t admit it to myself, or others. I locked Michelle away in the depths of my mind, locked her behind a large solid door with huge locks.

She screamed to get out, but I held her down. I wouldn’t show her to anyone, for fear of being found out. I carved a mask of masculinity, and wore it with pride. Once in a while, I’d be called out for being feminine, my reaction, to continue to work on the mask, strengthen it.

I was slowing killing myself, from the inside out. The freight train of thought about being Michelle was so strong, yet, I did my best to hide it from others. Now, looking back, I’m not sure that I hid it well.

At about 9 years old I realized that there was something different about me. I would imagine that I was one of the girls in my school, that I would fall asleep and then wake up in the morning being her. In her house, her parents, her clothes - everything.

This imagination went as far as stealing her life away from her, and making it mine.

I didn’t understand the feelings, and I looked upon them as being sick and twisted. I didn’t like thinking of myself that way, so I tried to stop thinking about it.

Where I am now, is life is an adventure, nothing remains the same - we, humans beings, if being true to ourselves are in a constant stage of change. We all need to embrace ourselves and live... The journey continues...

My Ideal Person: I would like to meet someone whom I can build a foundation with. That foundation built on Trust, builds up to friendship, relationship, marriage - what ever it may be.

I am looking for a whole person, someone whom is sound enough to be able to bring themselves into something and do it. Someone who wants a relationship and understands that it might take time to build. I have alot to give to that person.

First Date
My Ideal Person: I would like to meet someone whom I can build a foundation with. That foundation built on Trust, builds up to friendship, relationship, marriage - what ever it may be.

I am looking for a whole person, someone whom is sound enough to be able to bring themselves into something and do it. Someone who wants a relationship and understands that it might take time to build. I have alot to give to that person.

Someone who wants to have a date - just going out and getting to know each other.