My life is altering right now and i can say I have changed a lot within the past 7 months.
I know right now in my life I only want 3 things goals to push and strive for. I need to focus on life and what my needs are cause if not I might as well just be put down for good. if anyone doesnt support my views or considers this selfish. With all due respect, keep fishin......
1.) myself - I have so much going on in my crazy chaotic world that I need to find myself, be happy, and succeed in improving my life for the best. I want to move forward with positive people and views. Please understand I want to meet people but I'm not going to be at your service 24/7. Also negative comments, disrespect, and manipulation are automatic cut offs from me.
2/3.)finding a friend who can emotionally, physically, mentally support me when I am weak and Is open to my awkward and strange affection. I've always been know to put others before myself and that's something I want to change, if I'm not happy with myself how will I ever make you happy? Please don't message me "hi" or "your hot" I'm not going to sleep with you. If you plan on meeting me be ready to hear my situation and if it's too much, please be respectful and wish me the best
2/3.) I need a job that ill love and put all my effort into, I consider myself to be a workaholic when I'm not working I get sooo terribly bored with life and make bad decisions. I want something that will keep me happy and wanting to strive to move up
It's a lot of rules And that's only half of it but will not take no for an answer....
Im a pretty intense, crazy, and dramatic but it's who I am and I don't care who I offend anymore. I have a very guarded wall built that is almost impossible to conquer but love when I find the right people who want the challenge. I seek attention constantly and want to make close good friends and see what happens down the line of life. I'm just that average nerdy super hero looking for her side kick that's ready to conquer the demons and negative world together..... In the beginning I'm horribly shy and quiet but when im in a comfortable state with you I'm awkward, carefree, full of surprises and want to find some one I can trust and share my crazy adventures with.