My name is Meg, most call me Magenta... or Ghoulina.
I'm a wild and free spirit.
I'm a bold, crazy and silly girl.
I'm open minded to just about everything,
I'm very easy going, and can be timid.
I can be childish and full of dumb jokes,
and I can be very intellectual and serious.
I love to have long conversations,
I love art
I love music
I love photographs
I love writing
and I love to just have mindless fun, too.
I'm not some dingy broad, though I may act like it at times.
And I will demand respect.
Truth of the matter is:
I can be kinda loud.
I can be kinda obnoxious.
I can be crass, crude and somewhat creepy at times.
Darker the better, the more morbid - the more I'll probably like it.
I have some self esteem issues, and that needs to be handled with sensitivity.
I'm not gonna send you dirty pics, and I'm not gonna meet up with you just for sex.
I've not had a date in 8 years, so I have no farking clue what I'm doing anymore.
I just want a best friend for now, perhaps to fall in love with later.
I want someone who's interested in me as a human, not as a sex toy.
(Not saying I'm a prude, I just don't want to put my heart into someone who doesn't have their heart into me. Been there, done that.)
I've hidden away for a long time due to health issues, self esteem problems and people just being plain ol' farking mean to me over the years about my appearance, my health and my weight. But you know what, my resolution this year is to embrace that I'm a pretty fat girl! Fat is just a word that is given negative power, well.. I refuse to let it be negative anymore, or make me feel ashamed of myself. (or that's the plan!) I want the world to see me shine, and I can't do that if I'm afraid of putting myself in the spotlight for fear of ridicule of my appearance. As a wise woman once told me, Gods made your head swivel for a reason - don't like it, don't look!
I've had a million things I want to do with my life, whether or not they come true has yet to play out - I'm currently on disability and trying to get my life stable, and where I want it to be before I start worrying about leaping into educations, and possible future careers.
I would like to create video games one day.
I love video games, LARP, tabletop and card games, RPG, Comics/Manga, anime and Renfaires. All that geeky stuff.
I love music of all kinds, especially metal/rock/classic rock, etc.
I'm a big lover of motorcycles, I grew up around bikers. I would love to own one of my own one day!
I'm passionate about the paranormal, love theology and immerse myself in metaphysical/supernatural knowledge.
I have 2 tattoos, currently wanting more - so so so bad.
14 piercings, wanting more.
My hair changes colors frequently, but lately I'm loving the hot pink.
I'm about 5'3 - 300ish pounds, but I carry it well, I think.
I'm semi-disabled due to having degenerative arthritis in my whole lower body, and lymph edema in my legs.
(If you don't know what lymph edema is, it's basically that my lymph nodes do not work... which leads to fluid retention.
and due to fluid retention, my legs swell - badly.
Leaves me with limited mobility issues, and a lot of pain.
I walk just fine, just can't walk very far or be on my feet without resting very long... and stairs are hell.
Understand that I'm not going to be hiking with you, or going for any long walks, and we'll be just fine.)
I'm more of a guy than I am a girly girl.
I'd much rather have leather than lace,
I'd much rather drink beer than some fancy frou-frou drink.
I'd much rather watch baseball than ballet.
I'd much rather go to the bar and play pool than go to some dinner club.
I'd much rather play with guns, cars and swords... than flowers, frills and scrapbooks.
But I also love glittery things, the more glitter - the better.
The color pink,
Hello Kitty &&
Makeup, makeup, makeup!
Perhaps I'm right in the middle? Who knows, I like to think I'm unique.
I figure this may sound like a bizarre personals profile, but when 'he' comes along... he will understand, and want to get to know me.
I'm not shallow at all, really...because that's not me, and also because I don't want people to look at me and pick apart my looks...so I don't have too many "physical" things that I can put out there on these things, (and they are certainly no deal-breakers)... except, I love men with long hair - it drives me insane, I think that's the sexiest thing in the world. Longer the better! Tattoos and piercings are definitely a plus. I prefer the white/brown (latin-mid east) boys, never dated black men, but I'm open minded.
So, now you know something about me... are you still interested?