I can often become fixated or hyper focused on tasks and goals and lose the world around me. This aids in my ability to get things done, but it's not so great when you're trying to get my attention. On the flip side, once you have my attention, I am 100% invested.
Everything in life is a big grey area to me. Everything. Nothing is solid and I am ever changing. My views are likely to flip flop from one day to the next, but my values will always remain. I will never be 100% happy with who I am, but I am enjoying the adventure.
I am strong, confident, insecure, loving, compassionate, nuturing, giving, nerdy, intelligent, emotional, reliable, needy, and just plain weird. I'm not afraid to be who I am and stumble along the way. I'm not afraid of what tomorrow brings.
I also am not afraid to say, I need a man. A strong, confident, insecure, loving, smartass, foul mouthed, nerdy man. A man who enjoys going outside, as much as staying in. A man who is comfortable with life and all of the mistakes we make. A man who often won't know what to say, but it won't matter, as I'll just know. An imperfect creature with hopes, fears, and dreams.
I have the power to walk through life alone, but I don't want to and you shouldn't either. I'm not ready to walk down any sort of isle... unless maybe it has pickles. I like pickles. But, I'm not playing games with people who just want to "have a good time". More power to you, please enjoy yourself. I'm ready for more.
I don't have children and cannot have them, but I take care of friends and family, so there's always someone who needs me. I'll always be there for them too. It's part of who I am.
Life is so short and so incredibly beautiful. I'm so happy to be here. Flaws and all.