If you're reading this I want to give you some words of encouragement. I obviously don't know you and there's a pretty fair chance I never will. Regardless, I encourage you in anything you are working towards, be it getting that job you have always wanted, doing well in school, or just meeting any goals you have set for yourself. Often times you will fall short. It is an inevitable part of life; however, it is important to always get back up and keep moving toward what you want. Trust in God and he will light the way for you. Honestly, words cannot express the joy you will feel by just putting your trust in him.
I don't know if you're here for a relationship or just a friend to talk to but I hope you find the person and/or answers you are looking for. The answers we require are always present, sometimes we just have to be quiet and listen for them. God bless.