I AM BACK, after 4 months of trying my hand in a relationship. It was not time so here I am. NOW WHAT???? MOVE FORWARD I SAY.
People ask me why I hide behind the mask? I tell them I wear this mask so people have to focus on what is important, instead of the outside. I am looking for true love either within friendship or a lifetime lover. Like you girls getting laid is easy, so instead i choose not to sleep around and became choosy who I let into my bed. Don't get me wrong, i have the occasional booty call that comes to visit for a day, but ultimately i care about other peoples happiness even if it does not include me. 95% of my exes consider me a close friend and won't hesitate to call for advice (none are booty calls). If I was ever in love with a woman, it lasts a lifetime. It's like buying a lifetime subscription to AAA. I am the most creative outside the box with a high level of common sense person you will ever meet. I can fix anything put in front of me and have invented several items in the past that people now cherish in life.
My uncle and I just formed a new business called BLAIR pickers which can be seen on Facebook. So if you go check it out please like the page please. I love working with family, my uncle is awesome and has taught me so much about being a man it's incredible. I care way too much about people, and not enough about morons. I can also be found all over the internet for the last 13 years under powerzap69 so feel free to look me up. You will find that I am more for real then the avg. person. I have lived X5 lifetimes of what normal people live and learned from every one of them. My best friends are females, and gay men if that tells you anything?
FIRST AND FOREMOST, IF YOU THINK YOUR A PRINCESS, OR BETTER THEN ANYONE, OR HAVE GENDER BLOCKAGES, MEDICATION ISSUES, TRUTH ISSUES, EX ISSUES, OR ARE A STALKER (YOU SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME), THEN I HAVE A FRIEND YOU SHOULD MEET... OK TIME TO AD SOME TALKITY TALK AND RANDOM THOUGHTS OF 50 SHADES OF GREY. Let's see a show of hands all the people who TAKE THIS WORLD SERIOUS.....SORRY HERE IS YOUR PILL. Lighten up people, no one get's out alive SO LEARN TO LIVE DAMMIT. I love it when girls post pictures of there bodies and write NOTHING in there text about them selves, but complain that men only "WANT SEX"??? Really? are you that stupid you advertise a sex toy but want to cuddle and be respected? Pick one or the other hun because i believe you lead with the brain and not the boob if you want respect....?? just sayin????
OK REALLY?? I honestly have to say that if you are not considered crazy or at least OFF THE HOOK in your family, then it's my guess we will not get a long. I AM THE FURTHEST THING FROM NORMAL YOUR MOMMA TRIED TO WARN YOU ABOUT. So please don't try to have some mid life crisis thinking your going to become self spontaneous because we all know you are incapable of breaking the normal barrier. Be who you were meant to be, and leave THE CRAZY UP TO ME AND MY KIND PLEASE...... For us, our life scares you and your life scares us, so were even.... luvs you kiss kiss...
I LOVE MY FRIENDS/FAMILY
YOU WILL READ SOME RAMBLINGS AND POSSIBLY REPEATS. THAT IS BECAUSE MY THOUGHTS GO IN ONE END, AND OUT THE OTHER. I can promise you that meeting me will be interesting, fun, and unlike anyone you have ever met in the past (so I am told). If I favorite you, that means I am interested in you but would like you to check out my profile and let me know.
I spend a lot of time wondering why when guys pose showing there abs or there truck they are considered douche bags, but when women do they are considered SEXY????? I think it's one big game of revenge so I'm starting a new trend to end douchery with both sexes. LOL if you took what I just said offensive please don't msg me because that means you can't take a joke and we coiuld never get a long. DON'T TAKE LIFE TOO SERIOUS DAMMIT...
If you would like to read some funny post about dating check out my blog http://powerzap69.blogspot.com/
Oh and everyone should know, the books you read mean nothing if you have no clue how to interpret the information, so no amount of degree impresses me in the least bit. I have found the dumber someone is, the smarter they think they are.
walking normal now 7/23/13 also fyi I am not making the money I normally do these days and I'm not driving. So If this is an issue then please let me know? I have definitely earned my stripes in life. I can promise you that my life is FAR from normal. I am a survivor like none other you have ever met. So if all hell breaks loose, just know I earned my merit badges in boy scouts and then some.
If your a narcissist, don't bother. I will see you a mile away and be the same distance away by the time you realize what happened. Just like me, your no better then the next person, so get over yourself already. Please try to have a full length pic of yourself and try to say something in your profile worth reading. You complain that men just want sex but then the same whiners show only cleavage shots and write nothing. what do you expect? Unlike other men i'd rather hear what's on your mind then see what's under your clothes.
I don't play by normal rules when it comes to society. I don't believe in conformity so no tats and no piercings here (i don't care if you have them or not). I crave constant new learning experiences all the time. If I go out, I try to make it someplace new every time I do. If I stay in, then my brain is on constant learn mode. I am for the first time in my life in a bad situation but i'm not worried about it too much because I know what i'm capable of doing and I do it well. I have more control over my situation then you could ever imagine so worry less about me, and more about yourself and we will get a long great. I am not a needy person I am a giver in life so I promise you no leaches here. Don't under estimate the power of someone who is not afraid to show you there weaknesses up front, it just proves that they are strong enough to do so. I have no interest in Diva's, Gangsta's, or any wanna be something there not type of person (no plastic b1tches please), be real or go home.
UPDATE went to the lake last weekend and found that I don't sink like a rock and swimming is a great work out for my recovery. Also just so you understand, my profile is like my journal. As I add to it, it knocks off the bottom and may sound repetitive or redundant (not sure what that word means but i will google it later). Be very careful how you judge this book, because there is more to it then most other men out there. I have accomplished and failed in life to extremes most people could never understand. Every time I jump back up knock the dust off and go at it again. I am pretty sure I have covered every possible bad scenario. One thing
To me, it does not matter where we go, or what we do. WE can make any situation fun no matter how bad things get. It's not the destination more so then the trip getting there and the company you are with. My life is backwards and literally forced into spontaneity. If I attempt to plan anything more then a few days in advance, it will fail hands down. If I wing it and fly by the seat of my pants, it will turn into an epic time. I'm not the type of guy who looses his cool when things turn sour, in fact just the opposite. I am comfortable with saying I am above avg. in intelligence, but still have a lot to learn. I have a gift of seeing the whole picture when it comes to things, especially life and how it comes together. I am quick to recognize the benefit of even bad things and find the silver lining. If you lie, cheat, steal, or do anything against basic moral codes then I ask you find someone else. Otherwise you would eventually get sick of me telling you to get over your past. I can't stand whiners and will very quickly tell one to shut the hell up before I employ duct tape. Don't get me wrong, venting is ok, whining is not.
Most people would be scared out of there wits in my shoes right now. In a few days I get the chance to point at a map and go, knowing that I will make it. My job, my world allows me the freedom to go and do whatever I chose in life. I chose to pay forward, what did you chose?