So why is it so hard to fall in love and raise some kids? Honest and sincere. Looking to find someone to laugh and share a life with. Camp on the weekends. Sitcoms on weeknights. I like to chop wood and yet cry at Pixar movies. I don't have life figured out yet. Live my days trying to create less damage. I try to be sensitive to others needs but wonder why they're not taking meds. I try to be proud of being human, of being American, but wonder why elephants and whales haven't hunted us. I wonder why politians own global companies but expect us to believe it has nothing to do with politics. I recycle. I teach my kids to pick up litter, hold doors, shake hands and say "Thank You". I take responsibility for my actions and expect others to do the same. It always feels better to do the right thing. Live clean not just sober.