Final try! Why sugur coat, no secrets! Life was hell, fun, sad, happy, disappointments just like every normal person! Had two failed marriages, three boys from my second marriage, had a couple small relationships but at the end it was just better to concentrate on raising my boys into great young man! So almost 15 years later and no more kids to raise I realized that I'm all alone and now what! So please don't tell me what I want to hear tell me what you really all about! Not even sure what I want yet, to be honest! I am a very respectful person and will treat you with most respect, I love being outside, going on the river kayaking, relaxing at home, I love to cook and bake on the holidays, I was born in Germany so I will feed you a lot of German food lol! So I think this is it, last try, have nothing to lose! FYI !!!!!!! I HAVE THIS SITE ON MY I PAD SO I DON'T REALY SIGN OUT, MY POINT IS DON'T JUDGE SO FRICKEN QUICK THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU, MOST LIKELY IM NOT ON!!!! IF YOU DONT HEAR BACK FROM ME RIGHT AWAY DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BE A FRICKEN ASHOLE !!! I AM JUST ABOUT DONE HERE!!!!! NOT SURE IF SOME OF YOU IN YOUR TEENS OR FOURTYS!!! JUST SAYING!!!!