Ive been single for 9yrs post divorce and though its been challenging...I remain hopeful and open to what the Universe has in store for me.....
I have a perfectly imperfect soft, thick, curvy, petite framed body, strong/tight in the right spots but working hard on reaching my personal goals.....
I know im considered "fat" in others eyes ....at 5'2" & 188lbs....but im not ashamed of my shape/size... cuz I know im ****ing awesome.... as a woman, mom, & overall human being, I Rock & know it!
I hit the gym 4-5 days a week and love it!
Getting & Staying Fit/Healthy gets me high inside and out...I never knew the awesome rush of feeling adrenaline/endorphines that comes from being in the middles of a a kileer muscle building, fat burning... Sweat drippin- from-your-nose & eyelashes.... kind of workout! Before reaching my 40's, a workout felt like it was a chore to do...versus a rush to give your body/yourself! What a difference it is to truly feel the burn... and love it ;0)
I'd love to be with someone who is aware of what it takes to make a good team.... good communication skills, mutual respect, fidelity, trust, loyalty, great humor, sexual compatibility and Love??
The most precious requirement is the willingness to open your heart and trust again. Oh yeas, Ive been wounded a few times in my 45 yrs...lol. I expect that anyone our age, man or woman, has had a fair share of war wounds from some of the past relationships. But......
The Million dollar question is ?
What is the point of holding onto any anger or fear from any of the past relationships??
There is no point!
By holding onto the pain or fear of being hurt again...it continues to give away POWER.... Dont focus on the negative...think thoughts about what is positive in your life and live it in grattitude...not with an attitude that hilds back the happiness we want and deserve for ourselves and our future generations!