If you didn't get it by now then...Wow don't bothe
I DON'T REALLY CARE FOR BORING so please stimulate my neurons DON'T DESTROY them.
I'm really tired. Tired of bad first dates, the drama, the games, the lies, and the bullshit. Aren't you? The more I look around and see what's going on, the more frustrated I seem to get. People get so wrapped up in who they think they should be, they eventually become that entity.. at least in their own minds, anyhow. Just another clone, trying to fit in and be part of the crowd that they've all but forgotten who they are and what it is that made them unique in the first place. The lemming mentality has never made sense to me, and I've never understood exerting so much effort to be.. just like everybody else. What's that all about? I mean, really. Have we, as a society, become so afraid of being ourselves that we'll trade away our individuality if it means we belong? Fu**, that's scary.
Don't sit here and judge me by my looks... I'm a WOMAN that knows what she wants and isn't afraid to say it! I appreciate the good things in life! I would want someone that has purity in there life someone without just having lust. I want something more like true love! OMG I SOUND LIKE A DORK!
I am not a "Queen" nor a "Princess", I don't act like one and I don't want, need or demand to be treated like one. That stuff is for insecure silly women who have nothing of their own and really don't know what they want. (I will also never ask you something without expecting an honest answer...!) That is NOT to say I don't want, need, or appreciate the value of a good man in my life...... or that I don't enjoy being spoiled or surprised -BUT- I simply and MAINLY want to be treated like three woman you adore! I am above average in most every way- educated, intelligent, motivated, strong, spontaneous, as wild as I am sophisticated. A true man's woman- I change my own oil, but always wear high heels.
I may come with some baggage, but mine generally fits fairly snug into my beloved backpack. The reality is, who doesn't have some? If you think you don't, I'd have to wonder (out loud) whether you were either delusional or really sheltered.. We all have some battle wounds to show.. it's kind of how it works. I've been cut, bruised, and scraped, and yeah, I've got my fair share of scars. The funny thing is, though, that I wouldn't trade them for anything. They remind me that I've lived, that I've learned, and that I haven't given up. I don't live in the past, carry it all forward with me.. but, I'm cognizant of my mistakes. I'm not a big fan of repeating them for the sake of repeating them.
I am Vietnamese and White/German with a little bit of Chinese. Alien breed, live among you... I'm honestly classy and beautiful within. I'm just me....
All through my life I struggled to be happy. I learned you don't have to struggle to be happy. Just be thankful for what you have. I learned to be myself and stay as an original. Life is hard but you have to stick through it to be where you want. Sometimes I sit down and think: "is this it? or is it just the beginning?" I learned to love myself and the ones i love. I have 4 tattoos... LOL,I have pets: Dogs, and 1 Chicken……My chicken's name is Dinner. I should have named her breakfast....ahahah my Pit Bull is named CRACKER LOL I swear I’m not racist, but he is white…
I AM IMPRESSED by an easygoing, relaxed man who is in control of himself, his life, and the things and situations surrounding him. (In control, NOT controlling) A man who humbly appreciates those who aren't as fabulous as he is and treats them with respect and dignity. A healthy, strong, soft-spoken, self-confidence WITHOUT an obnoxious ego. A man who is true to his word. A man who dresses well- only leaves the house in sweats when he?s going to the gym. A man who smells good ( I'll smell remnants of a cologne I like in an elevator and try to track the guy down.) A good kisser.
I believe it is a gentleman's duty to make every woman in the room feel good through a little flirtation. Meanwhile, he knows no matter who I flirt with or who flirts with me- everyone is crystal clear that I'm HIS woman. Versatility- a man who knows which fork to use, owns his own tux but isn't above stripping and skinny dipping in the ocean on a warm summer night or jumping in a giant mud puddle fully clothed. A man of uncompromising standards who knows precisely what he wants and precisely how to get it.
To be honest, I don't know why I'm writing this. If you're still reading, what the hell is wrong with you?! :) Who'd have think it possible to make some sense in this jumble of words, this ramble of ideas rattling around inside my head. That's just be too crazy to be true, right? I'm honestly starting to think that there's no place out there for somebody like me. Am I wrong?. I'm not sure why it's so hard to meet somebody and have an honest connection without feeling the need to impress them with all this fringe bullshit. Why isn't who I am enough? Sue me for being and feeling lonely, even when I'm around other people. That's the sad and tragic truth of my state. I may be disenchanted with this cycle of bullsh*tand pain everybody seems put themselves through time and time again with people we think are who we want.. but turn out to be the furthest point away from what it is we really need. The hardest thing in life for me was to acknowledge that I'd rather be alone than with the wrong person, and actually stick with it. I've had plenty of the wrong person in life, and now.. I just want it to be right if I'm going to put myself out there and through it all again. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, or what I was hoping to get at. I just sit here and read and observe all of this bullsh*tand I think it's so pretentious, so ****ing generic. Like any of it matters. Maybe the best analogy for it all is that life is a spiraling staircase that we have to walk on to get to where we're going. The question really becomes which direction you're traveling in -- up or down. Which way are you going?
I don't know what I'm looking for. You shouldn't know what you're looking for either.
If you know what you're looking for, then you must have had it once, and if you spend the rest of your existence chasing the past, how do you expect to move forward in a new and better relationship? So, I say, I'm looking for something better than what I've had. All I know is that I'm hopeful and you should be too. I'm not everyone's cup of tea so to speak. I am confident in my self ascribed awesomeness.
Ok when you read this it's not that I'm stuck up, it's just what I want( As Far As The Opposite Sex ).
I'm "kinda" old fashioned...love a guy that comes at me respectfully. Someone that has a good heart, selfless, and that helps the world become better. He has a deep understanding of the concept of Mutual Adoration and that is what he seeks! I want someone that truly understands life and me for who I really am....I need a VERY strong man who is IN CONTROL- a man I can look up to (both physically and mentally...) a man I can admire, a man who's stronger than me, smarter than me.
I don’t discriminate. Race is the last thing on my mind but I mostly date WHITE guys. I would like a intelligent human being to have a conversation with. I am a Nerd so therefore I LOVE nerds! If you are handsome then we'll get along just fine but if your just a meat head I'm sorry but I would have to let you go.
"LOVE TALL GUYS". If you are not taller than 6'0 please don't try to get at me. REALLY... AT LEAST 6'0"... shorter guys please honor this wish...) football/basketball build, commitment-minded, of exceptional above-average intelligence, education and good looks, (people may even consider him a nerd!)
Never runs out of good conversation and interesting things to talk about, fiercely dedicated to his good health and hard body but not a giant freakish muscle head type, sexy and seductive as hell, driven and goal oriented, as soft on the inside as he his hard on the outside, a lover of music with an open-minded ear (from Mozart to Mos Def to Metallica).
If you got a FUC*ED up grill please keep it moving. I'm a SUCKER for a sexy smile and a man who's adventurous, fun, silly when the mood strikes and willing to try new things! If you got cne... Oh my gosh am I not the girl for you. If your hairy, please go wax or something than holler and lastly....if your chubby please don’t say there’s more to love...you need to hit the gym, tighten that up and than come at me.
I know I sound mean based on what your reading but honestly I'm a pretty humble person. HA, OK I’M JUST BLUNT . These are just my preferences.
Impossible you say? Nah. I exist... so does he... and he's been looking/waiting for