I work and play hard. Live to laugh and love to live. Smile a lot, OK not at work but they don't know the real me. I don't let much interfere with work but once the day is over I look forward to doing something else. I would love to be able to come home to a hug. I am missing a partner, lover and friend. I love music, dancing and the coast. I have to admit I am not big on typing about myself. Yet some on here have done an amazing job at it and I have appreciated that they took the time to put themselves out in that manner.
What I can tell you is I am honest and loyal to a fault once I can call you a friend. I enjoy people. Life is about our interactions with others. We learn from all, Where two roads cross are unique learning adventures. Ever the optimist I would like to believe love does not know life roles social classes and the likes for that excludes the human heart. I live and learn through my senses, smell, touch, taste, feel the tangible and non. Perception, intuition and body language. Often after meeting someone I can not tell them the color of their eyes or recall things that were around, my focus was not on details. I need to be able to feel a person. To understand people and situations.
I love the sun, moon, stars and planets I like knowing the is something much bigger then me. I love sitting or laying under the night sky with cool night air over me as a blanket. I am strong and intelligent. I don't like to lose so I am going to go down fighting or laughing but either way I will have given it my all. I am curious by nature. I just like to know things. I have a fond love and respect of books. However strange that sounds. Basically I am a closet librarian. Hey it could be considered sexy. If I had a large home it would include its own library full of a wide variety of books. I prefer non-fiction.
I sparkle with enthusiasm and eagerness at some of the silliest things. Things people have usually experienced or done but that I have not. I have not traveled much, I hope to one day but life has just not allowed for this yet. In someway I would need someone that would be willing to and enjoy sharing their worldly knowledge with me. Hopefully I have something to offer in return.
In my years on this planet I have been sought out often as a confidant. Even by strangers. There is something about me that people know they can trust. I like that piece of me. If I did not have to earn a pay-check I would surely be involved in some type of public service or humanitarian endeavors. I am somewhat an old soul. I tend toward older individuals and people with compassion. To mesmerize me show me something out in the world, teach me something I did not know about myslef. Take me out of my comfort zone. Share and critique, not critisize. There is a difference and sometimes there is just such a chemistry between two people that allows them to do this for each other.
I love the small touches. Your hand stroking my hair or come and me from behind and placed just around my hip, my back against your chest. Such a feeling with the right person. Being soft is something I hide. When someone is able to draw that side out of me naturally its just the best feeling. I want to feel like the Architect and builder, the teacher and the student and I want to be able to swap those roles on any given day.
I have been blessed in life as far as having my basic needs always met, feeling loved and even just a little bit lucky. As far as a relationship goes I was not ready. I am now. Life has seasoned me enough and I am ready to share, although I do require time to just be me. I am wildly independent. Note, I test everyone. I have to see what they can take. If you cant also put me in my place and make me smile while your doing it it's a lost cause. I love banter, sarcasm and quick wit. I'm playful as any one girl can be. Young at heart and always want to trust like I was 5. In fact I do. I give trust freely. I start with trust. Its up to you to retain it or lose it. Last, I do not want to know your persona. I want to know the real you. Come as you are we will see.