so I decided to back off on the search and just allow her to find me, I have put way to much effort in trying to connect with ppl but all seems to fail, and Im not being negative just tired and need a change because I'm about done with this site, this is how it is I go through find ppl that I'm attracted to and have a few things in common with but no one ever response back, but after awhile someone writes me and we talk and everything is great, we exchanged numbers then all the sudden they just stop talking after the first couple of dates for no reason or exclamation, I'm a person to who thinks and has feelings as well so why don't I get that reason, so that's really starting to get annoying, and then the ones I don't want to talk to won't stop messaging me. I came to this site with hope that I could find someone that doesn't act like a hooker and isn't self absorb, like the ones I meet on my own. Instead I find more head games. See I don't get it, I am a great guy who knows how to treat a lady right with respect, and I have my head on my shoulders and is looking to be loyal and have a relationship that I can put my heart into. It's a shame that I am being passed up. But yet I still don't lose hope, I know its a matter of time before I find her. If your interested in actually talking send me a message if your just going to stop randomly talking just read my about me to save us both some time.
I know what I want in life, and I am growing even closer to that goal everyday. I have a good job that I enjoy and and I'm growing with that job and I make good money with benefits and turning it into a career. So no worries about me coming home stressed out from work.
I own a lifted jeep Cherokee Laredo, its a work in progress, but I enjoy it and it takes me where ever I want to go.
I just finished my lease at my last house and I am now looking for a new one, but in the mean time my parents have been nice enough to allow me to stay with them Intel I find what I am comfortable with. Witch will be real soon, I think I'm going to get an apartment next because I hate roommates and a house is to big for me.
I have been told I am really mature for my age, I believe that as well because I have a good heart. I love to help who I can when I can. I also think before I do things and try to avoid drama. I am responsible and I pay all my bills and take care of all my duties as a man. I am not selfish or self absorb I think of others before myself. I stride to make myself better each day. I am not a ***hole or a bully, but I will stand up for myself and the one I'm with, I am stubborn at times only because I don't like to give up, I am someone that can be trusted and relied on for anything of importance. But I am not a door mat, I only
Do things because I like to help. I am also organized and like to stay clean. And I'm also pretty knowledgeable about life and how to be independent and take care of big problems.
I do have fun but I'm not a 24/7 partier, I do enjoy going to some bars every once in awhile, but I really enjoy being active and enjoy the outdoors, I like to hike, go camping or hunting or just go shooting, or anything that sounds interesting or thrown out there, like let's take a road trip to the beach or even the lake. Or let's go to a concert or go to the drive in. Or have a double date with some friends, I'm really open and willing to do anything or take a risk once in awhile.
I am romantic, I will open the car door for my lady and do those little things that really mean a lot like kiss her goodbye or when I see her again, I will make her soup when she's sick and hold her when she's sad, I will talk cute with her and listen to her stories and tell a few of my own, I want to find someone I can give my all to and start a life with. And have our fights and work past them and not give up. I am loyal and respectful and protective of my lady but not clingy I respect space and boundaries, I want someone who will cherish me as well and not let this be a one sided relationship, I won't put up with selfishness for long. I also believe that sex is important in a relationship, but not the most importance.
I do have a big since of humor, I do like to joke and be sarcastic a lot but only at the right times, so if you asked me if I was funny I would have to say yes but usually when its just a few ppl I don't like to be the clown of the crowd or talk a lot when there is a big crowd I usually watch ppl. AND YES I DO HAVE a dark humor as well .
I like to learn about every thing but I love to learn about history or space, or theories. I believe I will never stop learning, I also like to learn about spirital things and supernatural, I also can play the guitar, but not as good as I want to yet and I like to dance sometimes, and I love all types of music except most country or Spanish. And I can get into other things as well if shown. I also enjoy horror movies and heavy metal, and anime, shooting and camping, and animals, and seeing new places out in the middle of nowhere.
I AM TALL AND SKINNY LOL but a little toned, I don't have big arms sorry and I have tribal tattoos that go from my chest around my shoulder and around my arm down passed my elbow were it stops AT my clover on my forearm. I like small girls only because I'm skinny but not set on them. I also love tattoos on girls to and piercings , I took out my piercings for work but kept my tongue pierced.
I love and respect my family and I spend time with them and we get along really well and help each other when needed,and I wouldn't mind starting one of my own someday. that is that.