So it's been a whole year since I've updated...I have a new addition to my family...my Babygirl Ryli she just turn 6 weeks....I'm fresh outta an abusive relationship...at this point I just want friends with no benefits...just a friend...my ex made me cut off everyone and took everything from me so I'm trying to go back and rebuild... Who's there to hand me the hammer and nails?
Well for starters Happy 4th Of July Lovely Fishers....
My mindset as a Mother/Woman has changed since I've last been on here. && I can honestly say I know What I want now....
First and foremost I need a man of God and not just anyone....not just a man thats trying to figure out whether he's pro God or not....
&& from there everything else will fall into place....
I am no long a worldly woman....
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.
Tell me what female you know has a full time job,goes to school full time,have my own car and place and takes care of their child....pays their own bills don't have no man or side guy,don't drink,smoke,or do drugs,ain't struggle,don't look to no body but GOD for help...
Yup that's all me
MY GOD IS A GREAT GOD!!!
Back In action with a clear mindset!
Taking a break from all social networks...in the process of finding myself and making my way back to God!
So I feel like I may be going about this "relationship status" the wrong way...So starting today I'm praying to God for the Gift of "Patience". Maybe it's not my time to settle down and he's got something in store for me or maybe he's still molding me....But all I want to do is
Have A Family
Love && Serve God
I have such a good heart and I don't want to hurt anymore but I get taken advantage of a lot...
So, I ask for anyone who may see this say a silent but quick prayer for my patience because as God knows... "When I Love, I Love Hard" As It's Tattooed On Me...
Chris Brown-I Wanna Be ?2012 2ofMyFavs