I guess somethings just never work to my favor. I'm use to it no big deal. It's funny that some people just never really take the time to get to know me. They would much rather just take a look at some pictures and get the idea in their head that no possible connection is there because I am not the cute skinny chick. Yes I can lose some weight which is a constant battle with me even when I eat healthy all the time and work out, it's part of who I am, I'm just a little bigger than normal and that is fine. It does not change my personality, my ability to like someone, to be an amazing friend, to be someone's girlfriend so it shouldn't affect yours either. And if it does then I'm sorry but I don't have time for shallow people. I'm happy with who I am. I have amazing friends, I love my job, I do everything I want no matter what anyone says. I'm a gun smiths daughter so I love shooting. I love the beach and the ocean. I'm Def am an outdoors kind of girl. Camping? **** yeah I'm down... I'm very loyal, dedicated and if My friends or co- workers ever need anything, they know they can count on me. I honestly don't know what else I could tell you. So if you are not close minded, shallow and would like to talk, send me.....
It amazes me that guys will say how much of a gentlemen they are but when it comes down to it, deep down they aren't. What i don't understand is why or how guys think that it is ok to see a woman as a sexual being. An object that doesn't have any feeling. And what i can't even fathom is how guys tend to put down women when they are not willing to do certain things, when the don't fit into a certain mold that society has formed. I don't understand what has happened over the years to where it is not ok for people to fall in love with a real person. A person who is not the "normal" typical woman. How hats is it for people to make a real connect based on the interaction not on the physical connection? I mean i was raised to not judge a book by its cover! Was anyone else? Maybe that is what makes me different. Maybe that is what makes me one of a kind.