I never once in my life thought I would be over 40 and single.......but here I am and I will just be honest it BITES BIG TIME. Funny I never thought it would be so hard to find a normal person in this day and age............but it is.
I am a woman (girl at heart) that loves that tall all american boy look. I think a great smile and a quick wit are the makings of a great relationship. I am a hard working mom that does her best to be there for all the magical moments in her daughter's life. My needs and wants in life are very simple. I am not impressed by how big your wallet is but rather how big your heart is.
I am full of energy and feel life is an adventure. I work with little ones and that keeps me young at heart.
I am not perfect......I make mistakes.......I always look at the glass half full......I believe in the art of possitive thinking. THis internet dating thing is hard because when you meet one is always more nervous than the other .....and that means sometimes we really don't see the real person.
I will be honest......I miss being a couple.....I miss stupid silly stuff..... I miss strong arms...I miss ironing a mens shirt.....I miss being picked up like I weigh nothing.....I miss a good cuddle.....I miss greeting someone with a smile and beer after they have worked a hard day. I miss going to Disneyland as a family....... I miss baking a huge batch of cookies for him to take to work...... I miss giving and getting a good back rub...... I miss having someone that can lift heavy boxes.....or reach an item off a tall shelf for me......I miss getting dressed up just to see if he notices.
Wow I just said a lot.
Spent the last few years just focusing on my daughter.....and that makes me a great mom .....but I guess I still want more.
I used to think the first date should be a coffee date... ( I have had a lot of coffee in the last 2 months)......but after recent events good and bad on both sides (one is always more nervous than the other) I am slowly changing my mind. Maybe e-mail a little...talk on the phone a little.... and then meet. ( go on a hike or something do something different.)