I will **** up, more than once. On at least one of those occasions, you will suffer because of it.
I will not always be good enough, or strong enough, or wise enough.
I won't treat you as you deserve to be treated all the time. I will have bad days and that will affect how I am with you.
I will give in to my emotions sometimes, and you will see me in a light that you may not want to as a result.
Sometimes, the dynamic that we have worked so hard to create will be the last thing on Earth I want to think about.
I will misread you, and misunderstand you.
I won't always know what you are feeling, even if you tell me. My responses to that will be incorrect, and will make things worse.
My life will get in the way of our relationship, and what we want from each other. I will not always handle this as well as I could.
I will depend on you, and I will need you to guide me sometimes.
I will ask you to make decisions when you want me to make them, because I am not able to do so at that time.
I will not always give you as much attention as you need. And I won't realize that I have done this.
I will lose my patience with you sometimes.
I will not always be able to give you what you want, now or in the future.
I will suffer from jealousy and insecurity. And you will suffer from my jealousy and insecurity in turn.
I will not always deserve you, nor understand what you see in me.
Just as you crave my attention, sometimes I will crave for you to leave me alone.
I will not always communicate with you as well as I should. I will want to keep things to myself that I shouldn't, and some of the things I do share with you, I will do so in an unhelpful way.
There will be times when I am happy when you aren't, and resent that you don't match my mood. There will be times when I am unhappy when you aren't, and resent that you don't match my mood.
I will feel guilty about what you give me, and inadequate about what I give to you.
I won't always like you, nor you always like me.
We will argue and disagree, and we won't always handle this like adults.
I will forget things, important things that matter to you, and will need to be reminded of them.
I will struggle with my own rules.
I will sometimes be unable to take control of myself, let alone another.
I will sometimes resent the responsibility our relationship places on me.
But most importantly:
I will accept that while neither of us want any of the above to happen, sooner or later it will. And while I will always be at my best when trying to be the perfect boyfriend, I will get closest to that by accepting that I am not.
I play guitar, I can draw, I can cook, I'm a handy man, and there's a huge list of stuff I'm good at, it goes on and on. I'm strong, fast, really intelligent, I'm a fighter (I do participate in MMA training), and I have got some pro-wrestling training. I have had my first match already my pro-wrestling name is Sergio "The Ranger" VanNess. I'm a cook. I got my associates in culinary arts. I also participate in Parkour "aka" free running when i can. I'm kinda shy. I'm more quiet then anything in tell I get to know you. I don't like to lie. I am very bunt and will speak my mind weather you like what I'm saying or not. I'm not very good at starting a conversion. I tend treat women how they want to be treated. for example if you want to be treated like a woman, I will treat you like a woman. If you want to be treated like a Sub or Baby girl, then that is how I will treat you. I'm a nerdy geeky dorky kinky gamer. Don't like that? Deal with it. I also enjoy listening to who ever I have a romantic interest in vent about her day. I love it when a girl comes home from school or work and vents to me about there day no matter if it was good or bad. But that is only a little bit about me. I'm not perfect so don't think I am. there is more to me then this. right now I am working on writing a script for a show to put on youtube or even make its own site for (haven't decided yet). I need a lot of backing and people that will to help me out. I'm going to also be looking for people to act in the show, or that have talent that can help me out with the show. Make-up artist, Effect artist, Sound editors, Camera people, and much much more.
NOTE: I have narcolepsy, autism, ADHD, manic depression, short term memory loss issues, I have dyslexia, and I'm a bit of a pervert. That's right I'm being brave, bold, and dangerous putting my baggage out there like this. And for anyone who can get past all of that. I'm not always the easiest person to get along with. If you get to know me you will like me. If you don't give me a chance how will you know if you like me or not? just like when The Doctor regenerates. you have to give the new face a chance. Yes i know that information is a big turn off for most people. I just hope your brave enough not to care about how people might view you with being with me and smart enough to realize I'm a person as well. Oh and for all you shallow B***HS, F**K OFF! I do not need a shallow woman. I need a real woman that has depth.
I want a girl who knows what she wants and ain't afraid to trust me, I want a girl that will love me for who I am. I'm not looking for a prefect girl, just a girl that will make me happy, that will be happy with me, that is not afraid of being her self around me, nice and fun loving, and that will love and support me in anything. I also like women with a few extra pounds, thick women, or BBW (what ever you prefer). I love women that are nerdy, dirty, and curvy. I will date someone skinny as long as they nerdy and dirty ;-). If being honest like that is the thing that makes you want to not talk to me, then good! We most like wont get a long anyway. What I'm attracted to the most is a good personality. I want a woman that acts like how Harrly Quinn acts and treats the Joker. I want a woman that will be the Rose to my Doctor, the Morticia to my Gomez, or the Death to my Deadpool.
I listen to all kinds of music. As long as it is actually sounds good. But mainly punk rock.