I will **** up, more than once. On at least one of those occasions, you will suffer because of it.
I will not always be good enough, or strong enough, or wise enough.
I won't treat you as you deserve to be treated all the time. I will have bad days and that will affect how I am with you.
I will give in to my emotions sometimes, and you will see me in a light that you may not want to as a result.
Sometimes, the dynamic that we have worked so hard to create will be the last thing on Earth I want to think about.
I will misread you, and misunderstand you.
I won't always know what you are feeling, even if you tell me. My responses to that will be incorrect, and will make things worse.
My life will get in the way of our relationship, and what we want from each other. I will not always handle this as well as I could.
I will depend on you, and I will need you to guide me sometimes.
I will ask you to make decisions when you want me to make them, because I am not able to do so at that time.
I will not always give you as much attention as you need. And I won't realize that I have done this.
I will lose my patience with you sometimes.
I will not always be able to give you what you want, now or in the future.
I will suffer from jealousy and insecurity. And you will suffer from my jealousy and insecurity in turn.
I will not always deserve you, nor understand what you see in me.
Just as you crave my attention, sometimes I will crave for you to leave me alone.
I will not always communicate with you as well as I should. I will want to keep things to myself that I shouldn't, and some of the things I do share with you, I will do so in an unhelpful way.
There will be times when I am happy when you aren't, and resent that you don't match my mood. There will be times when I am unhappy when you aren't, and resent that you don't match my mood.
I will feel guilty about what you give me, and inadequate about what I give to you.
I won't always like you, nor you always like me.
We will argue and disagree, and we won't always handle this like adults.
I will forget things, important things that matter to you, and will need to be reminded of them.
I will struggle with my own rules.
I will sometimes be unable to take control of myself, let alone another.
I will sometimes resent the responsibility our relationship places on me.
But most importantly:
I will accept that while neither of us want any of the above to happen, sooner or later it will. And while I will always be at my best when trying to be the perfect boyfriend, I will get closest to that by accepting that I am not.
I play guitar and i can draw there's a huge list of stuff I'm good at it goes on and on. I'm strong, fast, really intelligent, and I'm a fighter i do MMA, and i have got pro-wrestling training and i have had my first match already my Pro-Wrestling name is Sergio "The Ranger" VanNess. I'm a cook i got my associates in culinary arts, i also do parkour "aka" free running, and I'm shy in tell i get to know you, i don't like to lie, I'm not very good at starting a conversion. oh and i treat women how they want to be treated. and I'm a gamer/nerd/geek/dork. and i also enjoy listening to who ever I'm talking to vent about her day. i love it when a girl comes home from school or work and vents to me about there day no matter if it was good or bad. but that is only a little bit about me. I'm not perfect so don't think i am. there is more to me then this. right now I am working on writing a script for a show to put on youtube. I need a lot of backing and people will to help me out. I'm going to also be looking for people to act in the show.
if i massaged you its most likely cause your gorgeous and you stick out from all the other women i have seen on here and i would really like to get to know you a lot better as a person. and I'm not just looking to date i would like to have some new fun friends too. :-) but one of my big pet pevs is when i message some one on here and they look at my profile and then never talk to me. if your not interested at least tell me why your not interested. you don't have to be rude.
i want a girl who knows what she wants and ain't afraid to trust me, i want a girl that will love me for who i am. I'm not looking for a prefect girl, just a girl that will make me happy, that will be happy with me, that is not afraid of being her self around me, nice and fun loving, and that will love and support me in anything. i also like women with a few extra pounds, thick women, and bbw. and i like women that are nerdy, dirty, and curvy. and i will date someone skinny. and if being honest like that is the thing that makes you want to not talk to me then good we most like wont get a long anyway. and as long as the girl has a good personality that is what I'm attracted to the most a good personality. i want a woman that acts like how Harrly Quinn acts and treats the Joker.
I listen to all kinds of music, but mainly punk rock