I'm on the fence if I want to delete this and take a break for a moment.
Life I just want to live it and share it with one, hopefully.
There was a well written profile here, maybe it's time for my profile 2.0?
Version 1.0 below.
You’ve come this far, how do I keep you intrigued or from hitting your back button if you haven’t already. How do I make a profile that doesn’t make me sound like I’m self-centered, egotistical, yet get all my endearing qualities listed for you? I’m divorced and have been for a few years. So why you ask, I’ll share just ask. No kids, but I have the “girls” my dogs. Still reading I can be impatient, stubborn, sarcastic and persistent the last two could be pluses all depends on the situation. My finer points are caring, generous, humorous, creative, witty, driven, assertive, passionate, philosophical and romantic too. These aren’t all but it gives you a better idea to who I am at this moment. This is just a snap shot of my mind, but by no means defines me as a whole by any stretch of the imagination. With that said I have a mind I use it speak it, I’m not shy nor am I going to pretend to be somebody you want me to be. Life is too short and too precious not to live it. The rest you'll just have to take a chance and find out now, won't you?
All it takes is a chance, a chance on somebody to get things started. Well I took a chance and re-upped here, again. The bar scene was old a long time ago, and this is getting old, too. I tend to have a love/hate relationship with these sites. Don’t know if I’m disenchanted, disenthralled or what? But I’m far from disingenuous as I know it’s nice to look at the profiles in your PJs in the safety of your own home whenever. The dating/online thing to some it's a game others, its the security of being behind a screen and not living, along with the safety not being rejected. I’m me no more, no less. I'm just your average boy next door looking for the girl next door, my best friend.
I’m not one to email/IM for days on end, then chat and then eventually do a meet n greet. Why waste each others time, get it done and over with to see if there’s chemistry, attraction, sparks etc. I mean, I do so know you have to chat on the phone to tell if you’d like to meet, feel safe, or tell if there is ultimately a mutual interest. These words and screen can hide certain things to a degree. Meaning intellect, emotions etc. you don’t know if I wrote this or not, or how long it took me to do so. The phone can clue you in to a degree. Yet still in person is better to see the emotion, the eyes light up when one is passionate about something.
Still here, relationships are work they’re not a walk in a park. Nor should they be an uphill battle from the start. But it’s all about the pluses and the minuses the balance 50/50, 40/60, 75/25. It's knowing when, if you’re down the other will be there for you and you them, and so on? This sounds so perfect? Aren’t diamonds supposed to be close to perfection? Theoretically, a perfect relationship could be compared to a diamond as they’re multi-faceted, and they’re strong. The better the diamond the better the 4-Cs same holds true in a relationship, except you have Commitment, Communication, Compassion and Compromise. Speaking of which, COMMUNICATION has U N I in the middle. I understand that, but it takes two not one. Yes, I want that someone to make LOVE to, to be PASSIONATE, INTIMATE with, and to bare my soul to. I want to find the air that I breathe, yet I know I can live without her. I want an equal someone to stimulate me intellectually, emotionally and physically. Yes, beauty fades and dumb is forever. We are creatures and do need that little bit of attraction to get things going. I know that but it’s about the whole woman not just the outside. After all this, I still don’t know what or who I want meaning I'm leaving myself open to the individual/situation. But I do know ultimately what I don’t and won't settle for - just to settle down.