Meaningless words spilled over hungry ears, filling the space she had chiseled away by others w your crooked intentions, she pulls you closer to inhale the false scent of security and take your hands that hold a weak and broken foundation....you knew all along that you weren't there for more than a slide down her curves but if she knew that you wouldn't be there, so you blind her w your smile, calm her w your fairy tales, take her into your trap and wrap your lies around her neck until she is helpless...she doesn't struggle, instead she lifts her head making it easy for you to end it all...she didn't even notice when you laced her up, she was flying to high off your love lies and when you stepped away she didn't see that she had nothing of her own holding her up....she chokes, and cries, tosses and turns until she's finally freed, barely escaping death w that hole that just got bigger and her heart a little colder...she lives but she's scarred, breathing but damaged, feeling with no emotion until the next warm smile and soft touch takes her down that road again
I'm more than a body, worth more than one night stands and expect adults to operate as adults...I'm a mother, a head of my household, lover, naturalista, and striving to be a woman of substance. I want someone who can challenge me while complimenting me, protects while I have his back, and wants to build rather than pick over pieces from the past. In other words, a man. I'm past the stage of playing games, so please let's not waste time unnecessarily.
I want to do something different. Lets go to a jazz club, spoken word session, or something unique....anyone can go to dinner and a movie, but how many wanna take a cooking class?