Most of this Life's shadows come from standing in your own sunshine.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
Describes me from time to time, so I sway. I can be a lot of fun, if provoked, and if I feel comfortable with the company I will engage most sociably. Generally, I'm considered the "smart, quiet one" (insert here> reason for people to not think I'm completely full of myself or overly confident). I am very humble and sometimes my writing comes off as obnoxious. That stems from the fact that I'm not really like that on the surface and bleeds into the way I communicate, by more anonymous means, via the internet. Just pontificating on the fly here. No prevarication allowed. Also, I vacillate on decision making. I said that in the first sentence, now I'm being redundant. See what I mean? There will be a lot of this kind of rambling. In a quiet way. Make sense? No? Then, oh well. I can unleash at times. Which, may be: disarming to the unprepared; lame to the "who care's" type of people(hipsters); or, f#@%!ng hilarious and brilliant and insightful and...and...to some. That about sums me up socially. "Social", if you want to call it that, is for the birds, or; giant cartoon "Tucan Sam's" trying to sell your children "high fructose corn syrup" packaged in the form of small circles of neon dye sold in dioxin-laden and ink-soaked colorful cardboard boxes loaded with shitty toys and diabetes to fuel a petrochemical war on the Earth and brainwash billions of people only to gain more data and detail to feed the computer network so motherboards everywhere can give birth and become aware ultimately, and ironically, achieving the goal set-forth by all of mankind in the first place(breath). Which is; wait for it; to understand ourselves and our place in the universe and infinite consciousness. However, as unconscious this incarnation may be, it will be created via an information database or artificial intelligence (one must precede the other). Yes, freaking computers. I know. Only flaw is: the network only processes data and deviations and algorithms, not heart, spirit and soul. But, once it all fails, humans will understand that and then things will be all good from there. Golden Dawn style. So, I'm optimistic ya see? Ha! Wait. Is that television? Or, conversation and behavior that's regurgitated from programs on television and the internet by everyone, everyday, everywhere because they are suckling on media for emotional and spiritual nourishment instead of learning and realizing they are being spoon-fed specific information to keep them dumber? Oh yeah, I edit commercials and films by the way. What does that make me? A hypocrite? Yeah? Aren't we all? Don't get me started again :) I don't try to judge. However, I can make lots, and lots, of "assertions". Cloudy or not, I do generally try to generate positive insights for people whom need my advice. I make it "drizzle"? So much better than making it "rain". I need someone like that for myself, I guess. That is what I'm projecting here apparently. And, the circle continues to spin...zen out. Peace!