I feel safe and comfortable with men who are in charge, romantic and masculine.
It would feel cool to meet men in person (ones I don't feel scared of)... I don't like messaging online too long or even too much talking on the phone.
I feel nervous writing this! I wonder who will show up for me?
I'm open to all kinds of men, I often feel attracted to streetwise and powerful men... and I feel curious to experiment with all types. I don't want to limit myself in non-essential ways.
oh except I don't feel open to men who are into the military and law enforcement. I feel passionately about my desires for - no prisons, no wars - and I don't want to feel constantly triggered by energy and worldviews that don't support my dreams
Sometimes I feel high maintenance: I like a man who is secure in himself and can pursue me. I don't want to call men, or travel to dates, or pay on dates... - I feel totally cool with a free date in the park as much as an extravagant wine and dine ... I see Money as a friend and a tool - *freespirited wild woman*
I don't want to be anyone's girlfriend. I want to meet many men and date and practice relating on a deep level... so that I can grow and meet my HUSBAND. I want to be married and have a family and fulfilling lifelong relationship.
UPDATE March 2014:
I feel excited about my plan to build my own ecohouse in Brazil. By the rainforest, stream water, solar/natural power... I feel my heart and spirit vision drawn there... I live part time in 2 different parts of the world as it is, so adding this as a 3rd... a summer home I'll feel comfortable living in most of the year.. feeling warm all the time I might actually feel good about going skiing in the cold every now and then:) I want to get to Brazil for a month and check out the living situations sometime very soon... ARE YOU DOWN FOR THIS ?
I would like to meet u nearby and get a chance to talk. The park by my house would feel cool, (it feels fun to smoke weed there when i feel like it) or there are little restaurants nearby - I love eating out, especially sushi... yum.
Once I get to know you this first time and I can feel safe, I feel down to go with you out dancing - nightlife stuff feels super exhilarating - or to relax at your house (unless I feel intimidated) or out to wherever you decide to show me.