noxiel: Do we make our choices, or do our choices make us?
About
Non-smoker with Average body type
City
Tracy, California
Details
36 year old Man, 5' 10" (178cm), Other Religion
Ethnicity
Caucasian Capricorn with Brown hair
Intent
noxiel Wants a relationship
Education
Some college
Personality
Night Owl
Profession
Merchandiser







I am Seeking a Woman For Dating
Needs Test View his relationship needs Chemistry View his chemistry results
Do you drink? Socially Do you want children? Undecided
Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No
Pets Cat Eye Color Hazel
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? No
Longest Relationship Over 3 years How ambitious are you? Ambitious



About Me
I am very spiritual, and very non-christian. I am fascinated with psychology as it pertains to human development and the way we are influenced, or can influence ourselves with our outlook and emotional associations to things. I practice Magick, astral projection, and meditation fairly regularly. My goal of course is to summon a very powerful demon and have him grant all of my wishes, such as to be a multi-millionaire, become a famous celebrity in the special effects makeup industry, to have perfectly sculpted abs without ever having to exercise while living on a diet of Ice cream and marshmallows, and to hypnotize women with my sexxxy physique to do all of the crazy kinky sexual activities with me that I can dream of. Obviously that hasn't worked yet.

I am a true Capricorn, and though some may find me a bit predictable and boring, I do value loyalty and honesty and have fairly high moral standards, in essence I treat people the way I would want to be treated. It seems simple enough, but these are becoming increasingly difficult traits to find. Basically what I am saying is, I'm a catch and you better grab me now, because once I am taken, I am gone.

I can't draw for shit, but I can sculpt o.k., so I have learned how to sculpt, mold make Polyurethane (Plastic), latex and silicon casts of my sculpt which has lead to me working on two short short indie films as a special effects artist (technically I was an assistant, but I learned some really cool stuff, and did a fair amount of the work and the person I assist actually went to school for it and showed me what to do as we went). I honestly am more interested in making actual artistic pieces then working on films though.

I can see the future, o.k. well not exactly, but a lot of my friends say that I am very good at reading tarot cards and ask me to do it for them every few months.

I collect metaphysical and psychology books, (and pick up artist books...shh...don't tell anyone) and generally prefer to read non-fiction from my library over "story books", that being said, I am currently reading one work of fiction which is Moonchild by Aleister Crowley. I am also reading "Caesar's Messiah" by Joseph Atwill and "The Tao of Badass" by Joshua Pellicer. I have only recently really started enjoying reading again.

I am looking for someone who realizes that life is about finding what makes you happy and not about trying to fit in or impress everyone around you. A woman who works towards obtaining their goals rather then fantasizing about some knight in shining armor handing them to her. A chick who enjoys going out to concerts and bars, but also enjoys staying in and cuddling on the couch watching movies I stole on the internet with me. Somebody who is honest about what she wants in a relationship and is honest about how she feels during the relationship. A woman who believes in love, actual emotional, illogical love, and is looking for a partner in life, not just a crutch to take the loneliness away, and even more importantly a woman who enjoys love while it lasts rather then worrying about if and when it will end. I am looking for someone who will support me in obtaining my goals, encourage my success, and give me a swift kick in the ass when I am procrastinating, or losing focus. I am not looking for someone to complete me. I will never be complete until I die. I try to re-invent myself daily. I feel that once you stop growing, you begin to die. I would just enjoy having a teammate in this game of life.

As I mentioned before, I do read books about how to be a pickup artist, not because I will ever be one, but rather because I am interested in the results of the experimentation about how and why relationships work or don't. One of those sources suggested a categorization of men, and according to that method of profiling I am a "Super Connector". This wouldn't be a good thing if I was trying to be a pick up artist, but it does seem to explain me well. I like to form a deep connection with a person I am interested in, unlike people that see all woman as the same, or at least recognizes the likenesses between women, I see each individual woman as one of a kind, and then seek to understand what makes them tick on an individual level. This source states that people like me have a deeper connection with the women they are with, then any of the other types. I might be too intense for many women, but if you are seeking a relationship with deep intimacy and loyalty, then I might be your guy.

First Date
I say we just grab a coffee somewhere and see where it leads.

Usually dinner, if coffee goes well, and then something in the surrounding area.