I am very spiritual, and very non-christian. I am fascinated with psychology as it pertains to human development and the way we are influenced, or can influence ourselves with our outlook and emotional associations to things. I practice Magick, astral projection, and meditation fairly regularly. My goal of course is to summon a very powerful demon and have him grant all of my wishes, such as to be a multi-millionaire, become a famous celebrity in the special effects makeup industry, to have perfectly sculpted abs without ever having to exercise while living on a diet of Ice cream and marshmallows, and to hypnotize women with my sexxxy physique to do all of the crazy kinky sexual activities with me that I can dream of. Obviously that hasn't worked yet.
I am a true Capricorn, and though some may find me a bit predictable and boring, I do value loyalty and honesty and have fairly high moral standards, in essence I treat people the way I would want to be treated. It seems simple enough, but these are becoming increasingly difficult traits to find. Basically what I am saying is, I'm a catch and you better grab me now, because once I am taken, I am gone.
I can't draw for shit, but I can sculpt o.k., so I have learned how to sculpt, mold make Polyurethane (Plastic), latex and silicon casts of my sculpt which has lead to me working on two short short indie films as a special effects artist (technically I was an assistant, but I learned some really cool stuff, and did a fair amount of the work and the person I assist actually went to school for it and showed me what to do as we went). I honestly am more interested in making actual artistic pieces then working on films though.
I can see the future, o.k. well not exactly, but a lot of my friends say that I am very good at reading tarot cards and ask me to do it for them every few months.
I collect metaphysical and psychology books, (and pick up artist books...shh...don't tell anyone) and generally prefer to read non-fiction from my library over "story books", that being said, I am currently reading one work of fiction which is Moonchild by Aleister Crowley. I am also reading "Caesar's Messiah" by Joseph Atwill and "The Tao of Badass" by Joshua Pellicer. I have only recently really started enjoying reading again.
I am looking for someone who realizes that life is about finding what makes you happy and not about trying to fit in or impress everyone around you. A woman who works towards obtaining their goals rather then fantasizing about some knight in shining armor handing them to her. A chick who enjoys going out to concerts and bars, but also enjoys staying in and cuddling on the couch watching movies I stole on the internet with me. Somebody who is honest about what she wants in a relationship and is honest about how she feels during the relationship. A woman who believes in love, actual emotional, illogical love, and is looking for a partner in life, not just a crutch to take the loneliness away, and even more importantly a woman who enjoys love while it lasts rather then worrying about if and when it will end. I am looking for someone who will support me in obtaining my goals, encourage my success, and give me a swift kick in the ass when I am procrastinating, or losing focus. I am not looking for someone to complete me. I will never be complete until I die. I try to re-invent myself daily. I feel that once you stop growing, you begin to die. I would just enjoy having a teammate in this game of life.
As I mentioned before, I do read books about how to be a pickup artist, not because I will ever be one, but rather because I am interested in the results of the experimentation about how and why relationships work or don't. One of those sources suggested a categorization of men, and according to that method of profiling I am a "Super Connector". This wouldn't be a good thing if I was trying to be a pick up artist, but it does seem to explain me well. I like to form a deep connection with a person I am interested in, unlike people that see all woman as the same, or at least recognizes the likenesses between women, I see each individual woman as one of a kind, and then seek to understand what makes them tick on an individual level. This source states that people like me have a deeper connection with the women they are with, then any of the other types. I might be too intense for many women, but if you are seeking a relationship with deep intimacy and loyalty, then I might be your guy.