This profile might make me sound a bit judgemental, and really I am not, It is just that honestly 95% of you aren't what I am looking for, but that is OK, because when I find the someone that I click with I hold on to her, my average relationships last a year or two and I don't cheat, so I don't mind being patient and choosy. I don't have children, that is by choice. I have never been married, because that is a promise that I haven't been able (or felt comfortable) to make with any of my now ex-girlfriends (which means I have been doing it right)
I do not follow a religion, because they all have obvious undeniable lies in them, the first page of the bible states that the earth is flat, that the sky is a tent to keep the sky water from falling on us, and that the sun, moon and stars are lights attached to that tent. I am not making this up, that is on page one of Genesis, literally the first page of the bible, old testament. We live in a country that uses this as a reference for why laws are made, by people who blindly go along with this book out of fear of being set on fire for all eternity. If we had a substance that could burn for all eternity, we would have stopped using coal a long time ago.
I don't mean to disrespect peoples beliefs but I am constantly having to justify how I can be a spiritual and moral person and not be subscribed to some form of Bible based religion. I believe there is a higher power, but that belief does not justify my lying and pretending to know what He/She/We/They/It is or are. We are not designed in a way where we can perceive or know with any certainty. Our personal experiences are too subjective to truly state with any authority that our experiences are universal, often they aren't. I practice meditation, Magick, and have experienced many things that have shaped the way I see my reality, but I am also aware that my reality may not be like yours. The only thing I can say for certain is that my reality does not fit into any organized religion enough for me to subscribe to one, so therefore I am a spiritual pioneer and agnostic.
I think my actions through. I take responsibility for my shortcomings and spend everyday trying to improve myself and my situation. I enjoy learning new things, last weekend for instance I etched metal with Muriatic Acid to make designs. I thought it was fun and next time I will tweak my method to try and get better results. For the last 6 months before that I worked on making my own cologne, because I wanted to have "my own" smell, and now I have 2.
Since I have been single I have a renewed focus on living for me, and finding what makes me happy. I have gotten over my discomfort with going to the movies or out to eat alone. I enjoy going to Starbucks and reading. I don't have a large social circle in this town, as I am still pretty new to it. I have a few friends that I hang out with on occasion, but not really a large base of friends. I have a few close friends that are doing their own thing that I get to see on occasion, but it would be nice to have at least one person who I could say that I share my life with.
I enjoy watching a TV show after work, or playing video games for a couple hours a week, but I am not really hooked on either, but lately I have been spending a little too much time on Facebook, primarily talking to friends I have yet to meet from other states and countries.
I enjoy sculpting. I worked on a few independent films, doing special effects, and it was fun, but honestly I am way more interested in just sculpting. I am slow to start for some reason, but once I have started on a project I have a need to finish it. In the independent films I worked on, I was considered the assistant of the Special effects artist. The actual special effects artist taught me everything I know and let me do a lot of hands on, but I am not really all that competent in it by myself. I mainly had an interest in the sculpting and mold making technique so that is what I really paid attention to. I want to get better at painting my pieces, but I haven't had much practice in that. I really would like to practice painting in general, I enjoy art.
I want to join a gym, I would like to refine my physical appearance a bit more, I am not really overweight, but I am on the heavier side of normal, and I would rather be closer to the middle. If I end up with a partner who has good gym habits, or wants to build good gym habits, that would be a bonus.
I am looking for an intelligent, honest, loyal woman who has time to have a relationship. If you have children that you have to watch 24/7 I probably don't want to sit on your couch all day and help you babysit, sorry, but If I wanted that lifestyle I would have built it. If you are the woman in my life you will probably be the center of my world, I don't care if it is selfish to expect the same in return. I want a woman who is also interested in self improvement and it wouldn't hurt if that included artistic expression, but it isn't required. I don't want a woman who has completely let herself go. I don't expect you to be perfectly fit, I am not either, but I am not interested in large or BBW types, a few extra pounds is no problem. I don't really have a type, but I am not interested in hood-rats or tweakers.