OK totally re-writing this whole thing over. I guess if you want to know more just ask. Here's just a little bit. I was born and raised NH and living in TX currently. I am medically retired from the Army. Iraqi war vet 06-07. Working on bettering myself physically, mentally and basically all around before I invite anyone else in my life. I have 4 pitbulls that are like my children. And I say that as I can not physically have children myself. More about that later. I will never have to chose between you or the dogs bc my dogs will always win. Sorry. Im don't like to sugarcoat anything. Upfront, blunt and honest. I have no time for games and boys trying to act like men. I am interested in a MAN. Someone who can hold their own, vehicle, live on their own, job. I only ask what I would do myself. Everything I have, I got on my own.
I have been diagnosed with intracranial hypertension. It is excess buildup of spinal fluid in my brain. The swelling cause extreme migraines which I need to lay down to hope it goes away or they can last 9 days. It also causes dizziness and light headed. There is no known cause or no cure for it. I need to lose about 40 more pounds to hopefully control this illness. So please bare with me.
I'm tired of being used. If you think it's ok to use someone, keep walking. My generosity is starting to disappear very quickly bc of being used. I'm starting to think that I will stop looking for someone and just take time to concentrate on myself again.
It would be very nice to find someone who will show me what romance is. I'm not even sure I know if it exists.