IS THERE ANYONE ON THIS SITE THAT'S REAL??? Extreme pear shaped SSBBW (440 lbs). Long brown hair and blue eyes. I don't drive and am disabled. Not too sure I believe in the whole 'there's someone for everyone' concept anymore. Don't watch much TV except for my Cowboys! Have the 4 best grandkids in the world.
While I'm not looking to get married tomorrow, if ever, I AM tired of all the bullshitters and game players. Are there any guys on this site that actually wanna meet AND not think they're entitled to getting laid on that first meeting???
I am 43 (I hate saying that lol), and single. I am partially disabled (bad knees from being a SSBBW all my life), and retired from nursing. I am NOT looking for players. I outgrew games a long time ago and am tired of being played.
I don't want you to cook and clean for me. I don't want you to cater to me. I don't want you to keep my house in order or make sure my dog is fed. I don't want you to wash my clothes and fold/hang/press every garment I own.
I want you to talk to me; I want to know about every moment in your day that made you happy, that made you sad, that made you angry, that made you glad to come home to me. I want you to talk to me when something bothers you, when something frightens you, when something angers you, when something wakes you, when you need to yell at someone and I'm the only one there. I want to be able to tell you about everything I see, hear, or feel, without feeling like I'm taking up your time, or like my stuff doesn't matter. I want us to talk.
I want you to WANT me. When we are cooking dinner and for no reason other than I adore you, I drop what I'm doing, and I lovingly hold and caress your body from behind for just a moment, while kissing your temple, neck, or the side of your head. When we're sitting on the couch and I lean over to kiss your cheek. When we are at your folks house and I hold your hand while watching a show. I want you to want me even when I have done something to upset you. I want you to want me when I'm in your presence, and then want me more when I'm not.
When we make love, I want it to be REAL. I want it to be a time when we focus on EACH OTHER, not our past relationships. I want it to be OUR TIME, to come together and strengthen our bond, and grow our souls. I want our lovemaking to be available to BOTH of us, not just when you or I want it, but also when it's necessary to affirm our love, even when in disagreement. I want our lovemaking to mean something. I want it to mean something more than just something to do to pass time or because it's been a while. I want you to miss me, when we haven't made love due to our schedule or family. I want you to love ME when we're making love, not just love the ACT of making love with me.
Have you ever seen The Notebook? That's the love that I am looking for. I want to grow old with you. If our health begins to fail and the hard drive in our brains begins to erase itself, I want us to read or recite stories of our lives to one another, on a daily basis, as often as it takes, in hopes that we again can come together and recognize who we are, what we mean to each other, and what we have meant to each other, if only for a brief moment.
I want my best friend.
I tend to speak my mind. I say what I mean and mean what I say. I am opinionated but am open minded (Don't judge me and I won't judge you), and can admit when I am wrong. I am also an open book. Anything you want to know, just ask