“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the “normal people” as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like “Have a nice day” and “Weather’s awful today, eh?”, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like “Tell me something that makes you cry” or “What do you think deja vu is for?”. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others…”
? Timothy Leary
Not sure how to put what I am looking for but here is an idea....i am looking for the person that sits quietly at a party and watches everyone, the one who most women probably wouldnt notice right away, the person who can wear beat up clothes and still be the coolest, classiest one in the room, the one who keeps you wanting to find out their secrets because you know they are hidden beneath those intense eyes...the person who doesnt have to be loud and obnoxious to be tough but you always know that even in their silence they would die defending you. It's really hard to explain but that is the kind of person i like....one who noone else will get or understand but the woman they choose to give their heart to. I am looking for my diamond in the rough.
Most importantly though, a person that will make me laugh. I have learned from trials in life that no matter how hard things may be, if you have someone to laugh with it doesnt seem so bad.
I am looking for a relationship so if you are seeking a casual meeting or hookup then move on...be a real person and dont play games with me as i can sense them a million miles away and i will not sleep with you unless i feel the need or feel that you are ready and in the same place i am.
I really am very easy going, fun loving, spontaneous to a fault, genuine, passionate...also to a fault i guess. I am extremely clumsy and constantly gettin myself in some sort of trouble :)
I love anything from going muddin to a night out on the town, i can be classy and look like a schoolteacher or i can be downright naughty and just let loose...depends on the situation.
I am a strong independent woman, however...i am still a woman and would rather not be alone in this big world as it can be a bit intimidating.....
I am looking for something and someone real...if you are interested i would love to hear from you.