mindopenwide13: I Want My Soulmate
Non-Smoker with Athletic body type
Watertown, Massachusetts
39 year old Male, 5' 8" (173cm), Non-religious
Caucasian, Aquarius
mindopenwide13 is looking for a relationship.
Bachelors Degree

I am Seeking a Woman For Dating
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Do you drink? Socially Do you want children? Undecided/Open
Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No
Hair Color Brown Eye Color Brown
Do you have a car? Yes Do you have children? No
Longest Relationship Under 1 year How ambitious are you? Ambitious
Pets Dog  

About Me
I miss having a beautiful girlfriend. I miss having some awesome company every day especially on the weekends when I have more free time. I crave being able to spend that time with someone special going out to dinner, into the city, into the country, out for hikes, nature walks, or just staying home and being lazy cuddling on the couch for hours and hours. I miss that intimate connection that I have had before where most of our conversation was spoken through body language instead of words. I miss having a girl where my heart beats like mad as I have even the slightest thought about kissing her. I absolutely love to kiss when I find the right girl. I really miss snuggling up with my girlfriend before bed each and every night. I really don't enjoy sleeping alone and would prefer to have a human blanket instead. I'm not one of those types that likes to sleep alone. I use a body pillow to help train myself for future snuggling every single night. There's no better feeling than waking up in the arms of someone you love. I am picky so I don't kiss often or even hook up often. I think germs are gross and the idea of having many girl's DNA/energy in me from sex has always put me off. I only like the idea of having my special girl to exchange energies with like that. I think people taking being intimate far too lightly these days. I think they treat sex like it's sharing a drink with someone or something when I have always thought that was absolutely disgusting, unless it is with my girlfriend. Then it's a pleasure sharing germs. The last thing I want is to start a relationship off with sex or anything that is not heartfelt. I miss meeting a girl and having my belly, heart, and throat all light up with energy in ways that I can barely explain. This kind of connection has nothing to do with sex. Sex would be the icing on a very mighty fine cake, and that's it. Obviously making love is something to be held sacred for all of time, and that is different. Soul mates should make love as often as possible but how many people do you know have that kind of connection? The past few people I have talked to about relationships have been married for 10 years or so with kids and haven't kissed, or even have felt the urge to be affectionate with their spouses since the beginning. It's like they all just become teammates to raise children while they treat each other like annoyed brothers and sisters growing up with each other. All of it makes me sick to my stomach, so sick that it's my greatest fear to end up like that which is the number one reason why I have remained single for most of my life. I simply can't give into such utter nonsense and non-love/spirit-based relationships. People have it all wrong about children thinking they must be together for them. The reality of it is that when people find real love and have a child from love, and not lust, it is up to the parents to make sure the children know that they come second forever and always. The relationship and connection between the mother and father that is the sacred bond in this universe that gives life to all life, is what the children must be aware of and respect first because if that relationship did not exist, neither would they. I'm not living to have children but I am living to love and be in love. If that means kids someday, so be it. I'm not against it. But I am very against jumping into relationships simply because I'm running against a biological clock. I will push those girls as far away from myself as I can. I want spiritual-based love that is ancient, not any of this crap that surrounds me on all sides 24/7 to this day. It all reminds me of the porn problem too where no matter how much bullsh*tporn they throw out there, none of it will ever deter me from being aware of and knowing why I am living this life and what my real purpose is, which is to love and be loved. I know I'm rambling but I can talk forever and write for even longer. Whatever. If you vibe with this, cool. If not, sorry, just move on. Plenty of options out there, right? Anyways, it's been years since I've met anyone close to anything that even remotely resembles the love I have craved my entire life and have tasted before. I don't expect it to come from here or online at all. I just don't catch a good vibe from pictures and words most of the time and when I do, most of the profiles are completely fake, designed to make me feel that way. It's all bells and whistles on here. No one can make an impression when you're not in person. Words are only words and anyone can lie. When in person, I get to use my gut instinct and intuition. That part is key for me so if you're not willing to actually meet up in person pretty damn quickly if we hit it off, then you're not for me. This internet crap is old to me. It's boring. I'm just using it as an outlet these days. Plus, there's nothing more fun than scanning around and looking at beautiful faces. I really love myself a beautiful face. Who doesn't? ;) Cheers. Thanks for reading if you even got this far. Peace.

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