I lost my faith at this point. Seriously. Back to REALITY because making a connection online where it wakes up my sleeping heart is IMPOSSIBLE. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE....deeply, as deep as humanly possible. I don't care for BULLSHIT, LIES, GAMES, and everything else that is FAKE that comes with the desire for REAL love. What if I say that the only girl who can even turn me on is the only girl that I LOVE?! What if it all starts with a cute smile and a good conversation? What if that's how my body and mind work? What if???
Love is a mixture of energy. How do people expect to mix energy in any way with a computer, pics, and words? LOL I find it amusing, the entire online dating thing. It's really far off from reality, but WHAT THE HELL? Talk about a simulation of the real thing.
My first LOVE is Music, METAL, and DRUMS. I love to sing too. I am a ROCK AND ROLL METALHEAD WANNABE who spends my nights in my jam space or with my guitar creating music that gets ME off because SCREW EVERYTHING ELSE. I can tear up my kit lately but am still learning drums. 20 years thrashing on my guitar has produced some serious rhythm skils, though I'm still practicing my leads. Music took over my heart long ago and it's hard to find a girl who can make me escape away from that which I love the most. If I ever start ditching nights with my guitar for nights with a girl, I'll know I have found someone very special, but just know that I'm a music ADDICT.
My second love is the beach. I do not belong living in Boston, I belong in southern Cali or Hawaii. I do not feel like making it through any more seasons or winters any longer. I dream of a beach life being in love with a real beach girl who also doesn't enjoy the cold, dark winters and also wants to get away from here. Yeah, I'm a dreamer.
I'm a certified dog trainer who is obsessed with animals, especially all of the canines on this planet. I could talk dogs for eternity, so beware. I almost got my PT cert too, so I can also talk food, diet, nutrition, and exercise forever as well.
I spend my days in the woods and at the park with 5 or more dogs of all sizes, shapes, breeds, and ages, off leash, for 2 hours minimum. My job is very dirty and so is my car. You'll have to deal with that if we ever date. lol I also love the beach if you couldn't already tell. I own a surfboard, 7'6''.
I'm a huge Coast to Coast AM listener and also love Caravan to Midnight. I just discovered how great Star Trek Next Generation is and watch an episode a day lately. lol I am very into the alien conspiracy, paranormal activity, channeling, psychic abilities, superpowers, etc. I love it all. I love science fiction because so much of it is simply non-fiction. :)
I hit the gym every night if I am not too tired. Yup, I'm a gymrat. I would LOVE to meet another gymrat for company and inspiration while working out. I also love food and especially real desserts and chocolate, so sorry, even with all the exercise, still no six pack. lol I love to study fitness, nutrition, and the ingredients in food as I have been slowly escaping chemical-based foods since my college years.
I enjoy rest and relaxation a lot. I truly love to cuddle and I am looking for that kind of girl who loves it too. It would be ideal if you would lay on me while we nap or sleep every day and night. I really love movies lately and especially anything in the science fiction category, comedy, and even romance. I also love documentaries and watch a lot of videos online. I love to learn.
I really want to stop wasting time and start spending it with someone very special. I just need to meet her first. My past few girlfriends have only come from working with them in the past and since I do my own thing now, it makes that very hard to meet attractive girls who I would like to become friends with which brings me here.
I want my heart to jump when I see your face, hear your words, and see your smile every single time from now until forever. I'm a dreamer and I have been dreaming about real love since childhood only being able to taste little droplets of it since then. I want the ocean. I'll never settle or give into anyone I don't feel 100% into in the mental, spiritual, emotional, and physical bodies. I want all four and will accept nothing less, even if that means not meeting her until I'm 80.