Dear God, I am so broken...... too many lies and too much deceit. I don't trust ANYONE now, and that puts a damper on things........ specially when it is lies about, oh, why you were in prison the last year.... oh for making terrorist threats to your GIRLFRIEND ? Threatened to kill her. Nice........(and here I thought I didn't have a loser magnet attached to me anymore. :/)
Yep that's the latest, and it was from someone I met on this site.
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the mornin'
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home
Ah, the sun is blindin'
I stayed up again
Oh, I am findin'
That's not the way I want my story to end
I have learned that relationships are work, you have to put as much into them 6 months from when they began, as you did during that honeymoon stage, to keep them alive and fed..... and that if it isn't happening, it isn't happening, and it makes no sense whatsoever to try to make something into something it never was to begin with.
I despise dishonesty, and am honest and real to a fault, and seek the same.
AND. I REALLY DO HAVE IT BAD FOR BADBOYS; I DONT DATE ANYONE MY OWN AGE OR OLDER; DONT DATE BLACK OR ASIAN OR EAST
INDIAN MEN.... and a good way to piss me off is if you are any of those and still email me. I like men who can read and comprehend english.... ya know ? If I had ever figured this guy thing out, I probably wouldn't be on an internet dating site..... but at least I am still trying. :)
well, it would have to be something that would allow either of us to make a non-awkward exit, if there were no sparks......... a drink or coffee somewhere would probably be good. And who knows where it could go from there, it depends on the person and the chemistry. I like to take things slow, cause I have jumped in before and regretted it. Ibelieve in trying to become friends first, since physical attraction is sorta fleeting and hollow........