"A DAY W/OUT LAUGHTER IS A DAY WASTED My thoughts on....MARRAGE! I just want to truly be Loved!! Marriage is VERY Sacred to me. I seek to fin:d "The One" the man who has the "willing Spirit" to love me for the rest of our lives to grow old with, to build a solid foundation of trust, honor & respect. To appreciate ME!. To strongly build our "Love story" of memories together to love each other forever... A Strong man that will NEVER give up...that will never give up on ME, nor EVER let me go!!!! I want "My Happily Every After" I'm Fearsly Faithful, & will committ to you for the rest of my life... I'm pretty much deserving of what most women are blessed with (Marriage) & unfortunately some wasted sadly take for granted &cheat on their husbands & don't appreciate their hard work & Support, let alone their Love. I don't have time for games, flings, or time. I'm the real deal, I'm a passionate Puerto Rican woman (Awesome Cook by the way Lol) with a heart & soul of "Everlasting" Love. I'm seeking my soulmate, I believe he truly is out there somewhere...I hunger for "The Love of A Lifetime" I find my Attraction Only towards "Caucasion Men" (Opposites Attract-Sorry) with A Beautiful smile, soul & humble HEART...If you ARE ready for this then, Email me, if not, I wish you all the best ~BE THE CHANGE~"Possitive Activity, Consistantly Will Yield You Success 100% Of The Time"I'm dedicated to my soul purpose of my well being and that is to serve my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! I do the best of my "Ability" to live by his word.Having a purpose driven life is very important I realize that I am "So Not Not" perfect, ((by far)) So don't let my profile scare you please- Certainly have made Errors in my lifetime! Merely A "Sinner saved by God's Grace"
I have been blessed with 5 lovely children,To which "all" are adults now (18,18,20,22,27) twin daughters remain at home.They just graduated from Highschool (A note:) my kids are "all" from the same Father! (incase the thought crossed your mind?) May He Rest In Peace!Always create memories with your loved ones -you will never get those years back (Ever)so always do your best to make everyday count-Hug & tell them you love them- DAILY!-Teach your children, the ways of the Lord for you will be held accountable -it is our calling to share "our fathers love" to as many people that cross our path. How is my E. S. P.? ~E=Emotionally ~S=Spiritually ~P=Physically EMOTIONALLY-(I'm strengthening) my mind is being transformed- (not perfect) However,I find Strength in Gods word.Emotionally Im pressing Forward...SPIRITUALLY-(I am growing) I realize Gods my Savior & I so need the Lord I am learning to trust in in him Its most definately a daily learning process.It's "NOT EASY" when life brings you challenges (or) when you always feel alone in this world.Just have to try my best and remain focused.PHYSICALLY-Ive learned to have a humble heart.My heart carries compassion. For others,The sick, the hungry, the less fortunate I have deep love to share w a special someone I'm still waiting patiently to be KEPTED-As far as my personal issues go.I am NOT NOT trying to have anyone feel sorry for me or play victim here, but I still find myself struggling with my weight gain. (due to painful multiple tragedies, 14 major surgeries, 5 babies, Cancer, depression) sometimes in life we are challenged with some painful journeys, it can either make us, or break us, in my case it made me "Really Fluffy" but Strong! Please know.I am not the petite woman most men desire. (but I want to be someday soon) I'm a XXlarge curvy frame woman and I myself struggle with that.That hinders me. I dont want to be a prisioner in my own skin w insecurities. I want to know that I can be accepted for the women I am today no matter what size I currently am. I HATE rejection we all do. I know In time I will be that woman that I so desire to be (strong & healthy) One day I will get married, & being a fluffy bride is not an option. LOLay take me 1year of committment, but w your support & encouragement & trust I can accomplish this life changing goal? So how is your E. S. P.?
I have come to the conclusion, I must be very "patient" for my special someone! As for now, I'm not in search of someone to "rescue me"..Ok, I will admit, would like my"knight in shining armour" to sweep me off my feet!-would love to someday, Exhale...That place to exhale,is always found within anothers Heart its NOT a location, but a lovely~Creation ABOUT ME:--you reach my mind then you have my interest.--you reach my heart, then you get my faithful love(I am fearsly faithful) -if you can reach my soul then you've (just found) your... "SOULMATE" & you will experience true love for a lifetime.My Faithful/Safe Love was created for the "One Husband"-God has planned for me!--or shall I say "Wife" For You!"A good man inspires her--A brilliant man interest her.A beautiful man fascinates her--But a sympathetic man gets her!." WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR? Praying for that "Unique Individual" with a beautiful soul... One who truly knows what an "Act Of Will" &"A Willing Spirit" really mean....I am seeking: A"God Fearing Man" (please look up that definition for those who dont know what that means )No...NOT a perfect man, but the "PERFECT MAN FOR ME"I desire to be totally "In-Love" again. "I MISS THAT".To be able to TRUST someone whole heartidly. Never worry if they would ever leave ME & for the both of us to "just be ourselves" To accept one another for whom we are. To Learn from one another, Grow in life through all our strengths & weaknesses. be strong for eachother thru the good & bad. Letting go or giving up is not an option for me. I just want to experience this wonderful gift of LIFE together! With an inspiring compatible strong committed, loyal partner, is that too much to ask for? Make time to Listen to the song by: Firehouse (LOVE OF A LIFETIME)It was dedicated to me once! A Great Song!I desire to find my Love of a Lifetime....while im still here on Earth. Seriously seeking a beautiful Man with a Great soul, Praying for the Special Someone! who will be my Best Friend and my Lifetime partner, My Beloved Husband.....Into "ETERNITY"-Everything else just.."FALLS INTO PLACE"Cherish each day as though it was your last.Dont take anyones Love for granted.You never know when someone SPECIAL will be taken from you. because we are truly blessed to have ANYONE AT ALL!!!!!!! Question?: "Is your love Sustainable?" "SUSTAINABLE LOVE"-All the honest hard work of staying true to your promise to love- staying in communication and showing up and keeping your word.-The last and deepest meaning is amazing "love"- which is the energy from which all else springs. -If we accomplish nothing else while here on earth, let us build relationships that will keep our hearts strong & our characters true... Sustainablity is about leaving enough for others and as far as I am concerned, leaving A."LEGACY of Love is our HIGHEST CALL