You don't develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity.
I like to do stuff and keep busy, I walk, play ukulele, write, perform, sing, and above all play. I do things, because doing things is more fun than not doing things. Life is for living, and living is best done with passion. I record a monthly comedy show, and do stand up, I'm not the greatest, but I'm getting better. I enjoy writing, be it music, poetry and stories and have been known to bust a tune at Karaoke now and then. I am driven to be creative, I funnel that into my podcast, writing, music and various stage and artistic pursuits. Only under pressure do you have the chance to know what you are truly capable of.
I feel I'm fairly laid back, however when I get focused on a task or project I can be quite driven. I enjoy my time at home and like to feel comfortable, but I have been known to get out on the occasional evening. I clean up purdy.
I'm not fond of drama, I feel life is way to dramatic as it is, I don't need any more. Either way, I keep my drama in a shoebox under my bed.
I enjoy the fear of being on stage, being in front of a crowd. I cultivate nervous stomach butterflies, they tickle, and taste like chicken. You know how the number one fear of people is public speaking? I never understood those people.
I am looking for some on who it is easy to talk with, or not talk with, and just be with. I can't explain it better than that. When its right, everything flows and it becomes easy. Things still require effort, but you do not struggle with making the effort.
It bothers me that the drop down list has no description of the relationship I am looking for. I am not looking for a magical insta-relationship. I like to get to know a person, and for me that means learning all about them. I am open to the future, and the possibility of a relationship, I am just going to make sure its what I want, with whom I want. In the mean time I am going to meet and find out if they are worth knowing. Some people aren't, it's not a nice thing to say but I am very careful who I let into my life. Its the only one I got, so I want some one who is going to treat it with respect.
I rarely check this place unless I get a message, so if I don't get back to you right away, I am probably doing something I think is more fun.
have a great day, smile, laugh, love, hate, and struggle. Be flawed, there in lies your individuality. Above all enjoy life in all its forms, that's why it's there.